Despair

Eternal Hell
Is just living
Having to Exist
Wishing you didnt have to be here
Disgusted everybody
Im a monster
That deserves to die
Taking secrets to the grave
Made mistakes i wish i didnt make
Now im defined by my problems
Not strong enough to solve them
Fading away slowly
Time only endures the pain
One final day, It can all fade away
Until the pain ends, the only way i know out
Into the darkness, i will finally Escape