I hope this makes him angrier at me. I hope he tries to fuck me over more. Worst god damn day every. I go to work and make almost zero progress. I end work and immediately go to lab where I make almost zero progress. I go home and I’m tired and I just want to make some food and go to bed because I’m going to use the train tomorrow because I want to go to the arcade after work and get drunk. And I lose my fucking phone. From the walk to my car to my apartment building. Not even 50 fucking feet. And I lose my fucking phone. So I have to buy a new one and stay home tomorrow to figure it out and can’t go to the one fucking thing I’ve been looking forward to all fucking week. Fuck you you miserable piece of shit. You fuck with people because it’s fucking funny. You screw literally everyone over because you can. Your miserable little prick kid got it easy when they nailed his dumb-ass to those shitty tree branches.
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that’s quite a downturn, was it something singular, or just the wear and tear of ongoing happenings?
The week wasn’t to bad at the start. A bit rough like always. Then Thursday happened and it’s been all down hill. Something is wrong with the engine to the van my parents just sent me from Texas. Cost me 1400 to move it and now it’s a brick. I’m making him angrier at me and I’m glad. I’m wondering if I can neg the jackass into killing me. If he does I win. If he cripples me for life I’ll just kill myself so he can’t cheat that way.
Have you ever considered maybe there’s no god who gets a kick out of meddling with people’s lives and bad shiit just happens to people?
Also having dealt with used cars and their mechanical problems, I worked my way into buying new or slightly older cars from now on…no major hassles to deal with.
The first car my dad donated to me was a death trap…it’d shut down for no reason…and hard to restart. One time I was coming home (after visiting family) on a hwy…the car shut down…luckily I was already on a median area.
After getting it restarted I found if I stayed at a constant 70 kph, it’d keep running and managed to make it home….it never started again after that…called a scrapper and got rid of it.
Some used cars work ok for a few years but then the problems start…that’s why mechanics see them as a gold mine…I lost thousands of dollars on another car and it died anyways….so that was the last straw for me and went with new after that and very glad I did.
Plus they look much better and girls seem to show you more interest. 🙂
*lost thousands on repair costs.
-that drive was about an hour long, 60 km’s…I almost started to believe there was a god…but then I wondered why he’d help me and not starving kids.
-Back then we didn’t have a handy little device called a cell phone…so imagine the worry and fear if you got stranded…and it was hard to find a tow truck on the hwy.
-character building experiences I guess…another nugget of wisdom…which I’ve mentioned here before but worth repeating…always set aside money for repairs, moving costs, dental, etc.