Is anyone else completely alone like me? No friends, no family, no SO. Hell, not even a pet.
I had a few friends but they’ve all gone over the years. The last one last year. And I don’t mean “friends” the way American culture defines friends so loosely (like FB friend or hangout friend or anyone you talk to is a “friend” according to Americans)- I have a much more stringent definition of friend- like someone who is actually there for you.
Anyhow, I don’t even have a damn pet (allergies so I cannot). I have ZERO attachment to anyone and anything. Hell, I barely have an attachment to myself.
I feel like pretty much everyone else has SOMEONE. You guys here and everyone else- all have SOMEONE. Everyone has at least ONE CLOSE person, if not 3-4. I have none.
And no, I am done trying to make friends. Hasn’t worked out the last decade so fuck that.
It seems like everyone just wants to have fun and talk happy positive things- NO ONE wants talk about depression, hear about your depression, not even OTHER depressed ppl.
How does one deal with life being all alone and feeling all alone?
How does one NOT become depressed and stay depressed?
How does one stay sane?
How does one not lose all hope? Or perhaps it’s too late for me and I’m too far gone…