Not to be an asshole to OB1, but I’m getting annoyed by the constant religious crap he writes. Reminds me of my dad, maybe he’s a hypocrite as well, but whatever. I don’t like him though. No offence, but stfu bro. I’m annoyed by his comments. Religion is a waste of time.

This iPhone is too laggy so i won’t write more. Need some weed though, can’t function properly because I’m too depressed to care about anything. What costs more, weed or antidepressants (for the same purpose of depression)

Forget what i said to OB1 i just hate religion. Just don’t try that crap o. Me and we’re good. Well, suicide goes through my mind, but more of a focused on my feelings currently. I have no motivation anymore, like a zombie, I wait till the end of high school, failing half my classes. I want to smoke some weed to feel happier again since my dad won’t get me checked up at a doctor so im using weed. Next time he finds out i used it recently, I’m fucked and getting drug tested. My motivation to do anything suffers right now, after im out of my parents house im fucked cuz theres no reason for me to get an apartment, get a job and try to live. I have no will to do that at all. I probably will join the army and if i survive training, then i will die at war while finally being able to use a gun. Then i will be happier maybe. Well wate er, hope i die at war if i make it to 18. I have one and a half years of high school left…