@ deimos I kinda had a mental breakdown during a meeting for a project. I walked out and now I probably wont get my points and so Ive spend weeks on it fo nothing. I have an exam tonight which I will also fuck up, not because I enjoy it, but because I cant think of anything else than throwing myself of a bridge right now.
when i fuck up I hear my dad’s voice in my head telling me how useless & stupid I am. And, all these years later I still agree with the prick!! How about you?
Christina, sometimes we think the worst about every situation and sometimes that clouds not only our judgement but the way we think about everything in general. I think you should try to take it easy today. Do something that calms you, like for me, music keeps me sane haha. Just relax yourself and once you do that try a little bit of studying but don’t overwhlem yourself. You will NOT fuck up your test tonight. You got this. Just tell yourself at least one time throughout the day..”I got this, I fucking got this” cuz I believe you do.
@Irrompible. I do not got this. Im gonna try something that calms me down: smoke weed. I didnt want to thats why I hadnt. But since I havent eat yet and Im feeling fucking sick and since I cant stop crying since about an hour I kinda have no choice. Which will lead to me failing without a doubt.
if you hear a parent’s voice then its not you, its something planted in your mind when you were too young to question it. Parents are like gods when we’re young. If your like me, youll always have some voices going off in your head but I guess its how we react to them. The fact that you post on here to me means that ur 1 step ahead of a lot of people, you realise deep down thats not really you and you are asking why. That doesnt sound like a fail to me, sounds like someone strong & intelligent & seeking wisdom
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why do you feel lik you fuck every thing up???
Because i did?
What have you fucked up recently?
maybe you like fucking things up
Oh yeah youre right. I enjoy it. I guess I forgot.
@ deimos I kinda had a mental breakdown during a meeting for a project. I walked out and now I probably wont get my points and so Ive spend weeks on it fo nothing. I have an exam tonight which I will also fuck up, not because I enjoy it, but because I cant think of anything else than throwing myself of a bridge right now.
when i fuck up I hear my dad’s voice in my head telling me how useless & stupid I am. And, all these years later I still agree with the prick!! How about you?
Christina, sometimes we think the worst about every situation and sometimes that clouds not only our judgement but the way we think about everything in general. I think you should try to take it easy today. Do something that calms you, like for me, music keeps me sane haha. Just relax yourself and once you do that try a little bit of studying but don’t overwhlem yourself. You will NOT fuck up your test tonight. You got this. Just tell yourself at least one time throughout the day..”I got this, I fucking got this” cuz I believe you do.
@Schmatto, pretty much the same thing.
@Irrompible. I do not got this. Im gonna try something that calms me down: smoke weed. I didnt want to thats why I hadnt. But since I havent eat yet and Im feeling fucking sick and since I cant stop crying since about an hour I kinda have no choice. Which will lead to me failing without a doubt.
if you hear a parent’s voice then its not you, its something planted in your mind when you were too young to question it. Parents are like gods when we’re young. If your like me, youll always have some voices going off in your head but I guess its how we react to them. The fact that you post on here to me means that ur 1 step ahead of a lot of people, you realise deep down thats not really you and you are asking why. That doesnt sound like a fail to me, sounds like someone strong & intelligent & seeking wisdom