Hey guys!
really pissed off days. Got a few shifts on ambulance these days and all of them was full of blood, shits and stench.
One call will stay in my minds for a long time i guess… We got a call “suicider” and went on a blue lights to
her. It was beautiful 35 years old lady hanged on a rope in a bathroom. The worst thing – her 12 and 10 years old kids found her after came back from a weekend with dad. They divorces. She didn’t make it. But those sad full of tears boy’s eyes … He was just 10 years old, but kept saying “how i will live now?! what way to choose?”. It looked weird. The girl didn’t understand and was screaming all the time, but the boy.. So smart.. 10 years but
acting like 20.
I will always remember those faces.. and totally ruined little souls. Mother knew they will come back after weekend.. Why they don’t think about it.. Why they just can’t hide from children?! or at least to make for sure they won’t come in.
the lady was really beautiful …
Anyway, the biggest thing who crashed me a lot was… our best doctor in all city, he spent in ambulance over 10 years.. knew everyone.. did everything. .was our sun.. our light.. he just came, took documents and left our station. He didn’t warn, didn’t tell anyone, made it secretly without any saying.. We all took him as a really great friend. My sypmathy, my love.. Lost one, but still..
We all are shocked about his behavor and really can’t understand. I won’t call him – don’t wanna hear about that bastard. He can’t do such things to friends.. Sadly sadly… Can’t trust anyone of this world. 
You say i should think about reason? Something bad happened to him? to run away like this…?! no. there can’t be any thing who can make a wall from all station. Fucker. Really fucker. Damn im so mad. Hope he won’t go into my way, because i will kick his little sweet cute sexy ass.
We have a tradition in our job: if u leave ambulance we make presents, You make lunch and saying everything what was not said in a years…
people are cruel. Breaking down relations.
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More i know them, more i love dogs.
3 comments
That eye looks really harsh. One time I squirted castile soap into my eye and it looked kinda like that.
u had a thing for the doctor? that ten year old will probably end up either on a sight like this or like his mother…
Dogs are SOOO the best 🙂
dawg