last night i overdosed but i didn’t succeed. i ended up and the er with all kinds of people trying to talk to me. all i wanted was to just sleep, and drift away peacefully. i got to come home about 12:00 p.m. i slept all afternoon, i never made it back up it mhmr, so now they will be at my house at 9 in the morning. i am trying to decide if in the morning when they come if i should check myself into a facility to get help for these feelings or what i should do. my caseworker with cps already thinks i am unstable, i think i i check in to a facility she really will use that against me. but then i think would she rather find me dead in my house one day. i need so advise i am losing my mind. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME RESPOND QUICK THEY WILL BE HERE EARLY IN THE MORNING. WHAT DO I DO I CANT LOSE MY KIDS FOR GOOD. PLEASE ANYONE HELP. I AM ASKING FROM A PARENT TO A PARENT..GOD HELP ME.CAN SOMEONE ANSWER MY PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!
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Okay, first off you’re a grownup, you have rights. Don’t let the fact that they will be there in the morning rattle you. Relax.
“Facilities” mean squat. All that is important is the people you seek help from, the individuals. Some people are wise and good and resourceful, others are overwlorked or incompetent. Your caseworker sounds like the latter.
Can you get a different caseworker.
In short: You would probably benefit greatly from getting help, but only from the right person(s). Find out who. Ask around. Think back, maybe you’ve already met them. They need to be a good fit for you, know how to listen, and they won’t boss you around.
Yes. I am here for you. Despite what you may be going through or feeling, you have KIDS. Live for them before they are ripped outta your arms. I am a mother who has been in you shoes and the only thing that keeps me going is my 6yr old son. Your kids need you more than ever. By all means get help. But do not take your life, your kids will never recover from that. Seek help ASAP . You need to talk more, I will give you my email if needed.
amberr3384 ,
what a mess! are you really crazy? i know it a rotten question,if your just suicidal you can deal with that and keep living for your kids,but you keep taking pills and fucking around like that you will lose them,if it’s your choice and you know your not insane and really care about your kids don’t make matters worse for yourself and stop messing around.
aw a little harsh but i mean well.
Amber, what happened? You were feeling so good last time we talked. You should have come on and talked to me, sweetie. You can get through this, just talk to me
If you are so afraid of your kids being “taken from you” then why would you take yourself away from them?? I don’t understand that? I do understand wanting to not wake up, I have those very same feelings, but my 12 year old son and 17 year old daughter are the only 2 reasons in the world I continue to beath. I need to put on a face, pretend everything is ok, cry my eyes out when alone in the car, but….when considering ending my life…how worthless would it make them feel? I wouldn’t want them to think its their fault. You need to pull it together for them…it can’t be about you, focus on your children and their needs, they didn’t ask to be here…why are you not being a mom that wants to be there for them? See a therapist, get some help…hug your children, tell them you love them.