i gave up my dreams to have a family to call my own….something i never had as a child. i devoted my life to a husband who turned out to be a stranger! having had no real career, as i was mainly a housewife….i am flat broke. my husband cheated on me 5 years ago, and hence treats me like crap….i have been diagnosed with major depression. i attempted to kill myself 3 times. i burn myself with cigarettes and cut myself to distract from emotional pain…..which is unbearable… whereas feeling my skin burn or bleed is far more tolerable and even feels good! […]