i thought i could wait 3 days to die but i cant. im doing it tonight. i cant take this life anymore. its just too awful. no one cares. goodbye everyone, thanks for commenting on my other posts. bye.
ive decided its time. 3 more days just 3 more days till 2012 is over and 3 more days till i die. i have decided it is time and im going to die. i promised myself that next year i will commit suicide. no one wants to help me, no one understands my pain, physical and emotional. im better off dead. im just a worthless good for nothing person. dead but alive. inside dead and outside alive. i just have to survive 3 more days. i cannot carry on like this anymore and im taking action and leaving. what do you think ?
another sleepless night with crying, screaming into my pilllow and suffering 🙁 i wrote this in the night…. hope you like it.
fires ablaze within my eyes
a smile concealing all my lies screaming, begging calling out
a final frantic desperate shout.
i dont know why i feel this way
i never asked for pain, tears or suffering i was normal at one point in life
i was full of smiles, laughter and happiness
i wish i knew the cause of this pain to find a way to make it all stop.
have you ever felt like giving up this fight
have you ever slit your wrists or
have you ever picked up a knife
i […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qH6iRec4TvI&feature=youtu.be
this is the video of my story, please watch it. its wat has happened in my life. please. im all alone.
well hello. this is my first time posting on here. here is my story.
when i was 12 years old that was the worst year i have ever experienced, in may 2010 i got ill, i was diagnosed with a disease called chronic regional pain syndrome aka crps. it started off in my left ankle but it spread into my whole left leg and then it spread to both my legs and now my hand, wrist and arm. it will still spread and i will never get away from it. i have it for the rest of my life. this disease is the worst pain illness […]