ugh i cant nething right at all n im tired of ppl telling me that i wanna kill myself so bad but i love my lil girl so much n she loves me to, id miss her a lot, an id miss my bf a lot to theyre the only ppl n reason y im still her, so i think im gonna go back to cutting myself again……im tired of everything but the two ppl that matter the world to me
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how an sumone that uve had a crush on for a while say ive loved u n still am loveing u, then go and not talk to u at all wtf is that bout, it just makes me feel so crapy an depressed, can anyone help explain y he did this, im so confused n depressed = (
well my bf that i hav now is ubber nice n sweet n careing to me, hes actually turned me round a lil n has gotten me thinking if i really do wanna die, he makes me so happy i never stop smileing wen im round him, hes the best he allways knos wen sumthings wrong or bugging me n knos how to cheer me up to, i really care bout him a lot i hope things work out him, if they don id prob b in worse shape then ive ever been
im gonna carry out my plan, if u don hear from me then u kno my pain has ended…..
i ethier like to go shoping or get inked or get pierced wen im depressed but lately idk bout that n stuff thats happened lately really has me thinking if i really should stick round, im hearing from my dad how much of a shity person i am, i make plans to hang out n i get ditched i wonder if neone actually wants to b nice or care bout me, my dog is the only one thats ever happy to c me n wines wen i leve the house but ppl don care, so …….idk wat to do im having lots of trouble figureing out […]
i was gonna b going out but not anymore i prob got ditched again like i wallways do…….this sux n makes me feel like no one wants nething to do wit me at all 🙁 well maybe this trip cuming up will help a lil im going to c my best friend shes all excited that im cuming to c her n her lil munchkin so that makes me a lil better n like im actually wanted by sumone…ugh i still feel like shoting my brains out but am to tired to
im 21 n hav been married an getting my divorce, my husband would beat the shit out of me every single day at least once if not more in the same day n still trys to get to me so im not srry for feeling like this i think i hav a right to wanna off myself, since everytime i go to bed i hav nightmares bout wat happened n cant sleep n cant even b round ne guy witout freaking out, ive went from a nice out going girl to basicly a suicidal shut in, i just don hav the energy to do this […]
so tired of havin to put a fake smile on so ppl will leve alone, n i don think its fare for sumone to pump ur stomach wen ur trying to kill urself , i just don kno nemore im so tired of the memories i hav that wont leve its like a moster tareing me apart from the inside, its so hard to make it thro a day all i can think bout is ways to kill myself thats all that goes thro my head sumtimes that an that im ugly n no one will ever want me i hate having these scares remebering […]