darkwillow

I was scared. Too many weird youtube videos. Then a bird landed outside my window. “It’s okay, little hooman.” That’s what he said in bird. I like to think I’m quite fluent in their native tongue. (Do birds have tongues?)

Birds. I like them. They’re always there when you didn’t think you needed them.

If we’re all crazy, this is our mental home. I wonder what it would be like, to have all of us together inside some kind of asylum. If so, they better have a piano! And stand up comedy nights with rocketman. deep thinking with patheticmale. Cake eating with wisp. Music/art gallery trips led by visualeyes. Poetry with empty Pluto. Cat petting with rivets. Destination-less waking with hope dream love…

*bubble sounds*

Gosh how long has it been now. You’re like the one light that never turned off in my life.

Pew pew

I hope you’re okay. Really okay. I worry about you sometimes, because you rarely talk about you.

Do you think 432 is the number of god?

(Insert sad emotional thoughts here)

Hey admins, many times when I’ve tried to log in since the change, it goes to a white page saying error and suggests it has some server issue. It’s happened about 4 times now

Life feels still

Emotionally suffocating

My email is devinbelver@yahoo if anyone would like to talk to someone. Or devinx7 as well for kik

Life is lonely

How will we ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering?

Hi there fellow broken humans. Would anyone like to talk? My email is devinbelver@yahoo.com if youre feeling lonely. Or devinx7 if you like kik better. Or nothing. That works too. I dont know.

Every post i click on, i see you in the comments. Youre a very kind soul. Thank you for listening to and offering kind and supporting words to all of us.

Ive dropped all of my college classes.

Anyone else here by choice give up their chances of a better future?

Welcome to the stray sheep. I dont drink alcohol but can I drown my sorrows away with tea?

I’m not sure how far I have to climb to reach the cathedral. I’m hanging on to a block right now. The word “edge” rings through my head. The floor is collapsing below me. I should climb to survive. But not all of us have something to climb for.

I’m on my break.. And I’m freaking out.. if I can’t handle this job, I dont think I can handle “any” job…. I dont know what to do

I start work at 11pm to 7am. Then I go to college from 8am to 1pm. I have to sleep during the day. Lucky for me at least my classes are every other day, so I have time to do homework.

My job is stocking a grocery store. And I’ve only spent one day there but my legs are sore and my hands are cut up and my back hurts. So that should be fun.

I dont completely hate my job. At least not yet. And since it’s mostly solo work I probably won’t hate it.

And I love school.. But I have a private lesson with a […]

Today when leaving my violin class, my teacher told me in a joking way, dont die. And i laughed, i thought that was quite random. But then she added “It’s not worth it.” And then turned to her next student and started taking to them. I thought that was really odd. After the second part, it didn’t seem like she was joking anymore. We don’t talk about anything except music so, she doesn’t know anything of my life. I like to think she was just being silly, but felt it was quite out of character for her to say that. Maybe i just physically appear […]