I am a pretty self aware person, at least I think I am. When I start to think about suicide, or when i start to hurt myself, I stop myself, try to rationalize it, and then, think of the results. Things go sour though, when I rationalize hurting myself, and I start to try to rationalize suicide, as if it is the right thing to do. And, to a certain extent, yes, killing myself is the right thing to do. I am never going to make myself happy, or make someone else happy. I am a lazy incompetent stupid, self-centered, egotistic sociopath who only blames […]