I didn’t notice my downward spiral of self hatred until I got to this point. Of course, now when I look back it’s obvious. How did I not notice? How did no one notice?
Look at me. Two days ago I went on omegle for the first time and a man told me I was beautiful. I wanted to believe him so badly that I didn’t hesitate to take off my shirt when he asked. And then everything else.
Since then, I’ve been called beautiful hundreds of times for dozens of men. And afterwards, I feel so ashamed. But not enough to not want to be called […]