That’s always a sad realization, the days blur and the usual sign of the sun doesn’t even represent waking hours for me anymore. I’ve felt lifeless and hopeless…my big dreams shot down. Moved up here to this new place so far from my family…from the plains to the mountains. Had a big fight with my wife a couple of days ago, she really ripped into me, made me really feel like a bum…but the thing that hurt the most is when she mocked my tears. That was too much…too much to come from the one I love. I refused to stay but she blocked my […]