Life is a joke. One big bad ugly joke that I don’t care to live for, for much longer. True happiness is something that I’ve never been able to experience, I can’t feel it. I’ve always wondered how other people could.
I’ve always been like this, ever since I could remember I’ve always felt this excrutiating pain in my mind, in the way I think, and for years I’ve tried so hard to suppress that pain or distract myself from it. But I can’t, in the end I’m just not strong enough.
It’s fine though because it will all end soon enough. I know suicide is one of […]