does lemon juice work on scars
Godsmack – Hollow
One more step and I could fall away
If it happened would it matter
And I can’t tell if I should go or stay.
Same old picture feels so hollow.
How can anybody know what’s best for me
Another page I turn in shame.
And my decisions brought me to my knees,
I needed someone to blame.
I feel so hollow
I feel so hollow
Time to do what’s best for me I believe I can change.
Once upon a time in broken dreams.
Reflections that I can’t face.
So hold your breath and make a wish for me.
Take me to a better place.
45- Shinedown
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you’re told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man’s heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
And I’m staring down the barrel of a 45,
Swimming through the ashes of another life
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In […]
Is anyone on here planning suicide by train? If so, is there anything I should know before jumping in front of some random train?
It was my fourth day (3 hrs a day!!) of driver’s ed and there is about 55 people in my class. Two of those people, who I’m sooo happy to sit next to, used to throw random food bits at my lunch table. They make fun of this one kind of dorky kid out loud where people (and probably the kid) can hear. That bothers me for two reasons 1. I hate bullies (I’ve been bullied) and mean people in general 2. And I have to listen to them while I’m trying to learn about driving. Instead of focusing on learning, I’m thinking of nasty […]
why I want to die. I have a nice home, a loving family, go to a good school, and have good friends. what is wrong with me if I can’t appreciate these things? There are people who are much worse off than I and yet still don’t wish to kill themselves. I’m so selfish and take everything for granted. I deserve to die and definitely don’t deserve anybody’s love. I wish my family didn’t love me so I could just exit this stupid life. I’m so mad at myself for procrastinating doing my biomedical class homework. I just want to tell my group members they […]
to cheer people up
Today, I was really tired at school so I put my head on my desk. Apparently everyone thought I had fallen asleep so when my teacher came over and stuck her head in my face to scare me when I “woke up” I waited a minute and then screamed BOO! She was so scared that she fell backwards and the whole class was laughing hysterically-even her! I got in zero trouble. 🙂 MLIA.
Today one of my friends told me that the day before she had hid in her brother’s backseat as he drove to work and popped out singing, “Hi […]
a few books i really liked with relateable characters: By the time you read this, i’ll be dead by Julie Anne Peters, Impulse by Ellen Hopkins, and 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher.
I cut my upper leg about 2 months ago (i haven’t cut for 2 months. im so proud!) but they’re still pink. 🙁 when will they be white b/c i have a beach trip with my mum in 4 months?
what exactly is an exit partner?
doctor who
i dont think this worked but im posting it anyway! 🙂
You know what ive learned from this site? There ins’t the best or painless or easy way of dying. Newsflash: they all will suck, hurt and be difficult to complete.
I had a really bad nightmare, I woke up crying. I dreamed that my family came to the decision that we were going to kill ourselves. So we drenched a bed in gasoline and layed down in it. Then I lit the match and everything was orange and hot. Pretty messed up. Maybe it means, subconciously, i feel like if i kill myself then my family will die too, i burn myself with melted candle wax so that explains the fire.
Health class was terrible today! I had to sit and listen to my teacher talk about suicide for 47 minutes. It took all I had not to burst into tears. I think I might be a little bit bipolar. I can go from being happy and feeling nice one minute and the next be very depressed and suicidal for no reason at all. Or be very optimistic and then be pessimistic. I can go from being confident about myself to really hating myself, mostly I hate myself though. i’ve thought about talking to this one teacher i really like because he’s bipolar but im fairly certain […]
i forgot to give you guys my email this morning/last night. if you ever want to talk my email is doctorwho2322@aim.com i don’t check it that often so dont get worried if i don’t email you back for a couple of days.
if i inject an air bubble in my vain via a needle, won’t that kill me? i can get a needle because my mum is a diabetic, im not sure ill be able to do it because she’ll blame herself for leaving them out in the open where i could get them. i think my mum and sister suspect im cutting again. not good i won’t be able to cut on my arms anymore. 🙁
My heart is such a nuisance, always reminding me that i am still alive
I don’t want to burm the memory of me dead into my family members brains so i’m planning to go deep into the woods and shoot myself. I will leave a note in my room for whoever gets the it to call 911 and give them the coordinates to where i am (so they won’t go looking for me themselves). One kind of major flaw in this plan is that i don’t have a gun nor do i know how to procure one. I’d also have to figure out the coordinates. : ( This sounded better in my head.
I don’t even know where to start. I hate the way I look and the mistakes I make. Basically everything about me. When I get embarrassed it’s not just no big deal just laugh it off, I remember every detail of how awful it was. I punish myself for it, even if it’s as small as stumbling over a word reading out loud in class, by scratching, cutting, or burning myself.
I hate being in crowds because that means a lot of people would have to bear to see my ugliness, which is […]
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