Terrible day (like every other)

It was my fourth day (3 hrs a day!!) of driver’s ed and there is about 55 people in my class. Two of those people, who I’m sooo happy to sit next to, used to throw random food bits at my lunch table. They make fun of this one kind of dorky kid out loud where people (and probably the kid) can hear. That bothers me for two reasons 1. I hate bullies (I’ve been bullied) and mean people in general 2. And I have to listen to them while I’m trying to learn about driving. Instead of focusing on learning, I’m thinking of nasty things to say to them, but if I ever did say them that would be hypocritical. Anyway back to the point of this rant, so today I had to answer two questions and I got them both wrong which was extremely embarrassing. Being embarrassed is my worst fear. I would rather be put into a strange dark room for 5 minutes than be embarrassed. The dark is my 2nd worst fear. Then to top it all off I had to listen to the two bullies make fun of me for getting the questions wrong. And I wanted to cry but couldn’t because I still had 30 mins left in the class.