my boyfriend whom i adore, left me! because i was a little bit too much in love with him!
he can’t take it anymore so he left me with the worst scenario ever! he shouted and screamed while i literally begged him to listen to me, he said: you could commit suicide, you could get fucked for all i care, just get the fuck out of my life.
i can’t say how sad i was cause i wasn’t sad as much as shocked, not because of what he is saying to me, but because of the fact that there is a human in this world […]
I wonder what happened to the people who used to write on this site back on 2015..
are they still alive? are they doing better worst? are they still stuck as I am?
I used to write here about how lost and stuck I am, since 2013 till 2015 when I quite writing about my feeling and started to ignore them!
yeah the worst thing you could ever do..
and now i’m here again 2019 and YET nothing has changed for the better it’s even worst by every mean!
I still am the same depressed lost soul !
seeking help by anyone who could and […]
i am totally alone and lonely .. I have no friends at all have no one to talk to or to see or anything else
I’ve lost all my friends for my boyfriend who had left me .. alone !
today wasn’t any better than the last whole YEAR and a half .! duh.!
I want to do something to be alive but I have nothing in mind
I want to be new when 2016 comes
I want it to be a new year not another copy of 2013 becouse after 2013 all the years was just a worst copies of it .! I want […]
i just want to scream as the loudest voice i can .
i want to get it all out and i cant i want to scream it out for gods sake
i guess it’ve been a while since i last posted you know ..
i’ve been away in trying to reach the one inside of me , my soul , my inner thoughts and such stuff looking for inside peace … im not saying i’ve reached it though ! jaja ..
all i got to these weeks is that i am really beautiful somehow .. and to always remind myself to love it ..
when i ever don’t know what to do ,, i’d just do nothing .. stick up to good thoughts , enjoy everything that i could .. and i don’t know […]
the same end after any fight
tried to be a hero smash the bad guy , so guess what
back to cut again back to cry back to anger back to be a suicidal again ..! it’s not a big surprise I guess .. maybe just its who I am
a smashed one
I don’t really know what’s going on with my life and the people in it ..
it’s just like karma or table turning .. or what’s goes around comes a round or just lying .. someone I worked really hard to .. and he was so mean and filled with hatred espicaly for me .. now he is so good to me .. and I just can’t believe him .!!!
is it me the one who gots something wrong with or what .!!
but .. she betrayed me … ! who is she … it’s life !! yup … it’s life …
i sow it .. a beautiful and loved it .. i wanted to live it .. i wanted to stay in it .. i didn’t ever wanna leave .. but it’s forcing me to !! i didn’t ever wanted .. it’s kicking me out .. like i am a ball ! why .. know i made many mistakes ! if god is watching he will know i’m not the only one .. alot of people had made many mistakes and many of them got the bless of […]
sorry for posting again this fast .. but really i wanna talk to anybody about anything i dont care i just wanna talk thats all i want if anyone can and wants to meet me on hangouts this is my mail
somegirl249@gmail.com
we guys deserve a much better life .. and we should get it ,, we need to help and to be helped .. we need to rise and will rise .. we need ourlives back and we will take it and pass it to each other .. we will never come down .. we are the uncoming down .. we are the strongest with our hearts .. we are the uncoming down … we are who we are … i pass this for each one of you .. wishing it will help you in time that nothing is helping me .. god bless you […]
i’ve been Persecuted myself for a long time .. Humiliating myself the ugliest way ever .. I am the most one who hurted me .. And I need a revolution .. To be reborn .. To creat a new me .. And treat it well .. To be a new human pure and beauty .. And save that beauty of soul very well .. To write a new life line .. In a process of being peaceful .. To have the peace inside of me .. To smile for every sunshine of every new day ..
Its a beautiful words but how to make it done .! […]
all i’m asking for is a RED ROSE … it’s stupid maybe ,,
under the rain ,, on a sidewalk .. walking there .. to see that shadow of a man .. holding that red rose .. waitting for me .. i come .. he give it to me … and then i go home .. to lay in my bed with that red rose .. to hold it close to my heart in the cold nights.. remembering that rain and that shadow .. about rain and sun and roses .. about life .. about love .. about the warmth … about zina … the name […]
I almost can’t feel anything .. like the emptiness is taking over me .. and the lost is soo close ,, I can’t /don’t want To think anymore ,, it can be a little satisfying but soo … I don’t know what .! like a vortex .. maybe better to stay numb this way .. or I don’t know a thing anymore …
and he was online … she was too .. he said “hey” and ever since they are talking on Facebook .. she was having a foot injury out of something stupid that caused a metal piece .. get sticked into her foot .. she told him that , he said ” I feel really bad when a beautiful girls like you get hurt” ..
they kept talking for a days .. and then she said .. I’m going out tomorrow to the collage .. if you wants to go with me give me your phone number .. and he does .. and they kept talking […]
once upon a time
… there was a girl , soo confident one , passionate , strong , powerful , attractive , with a SMILE upon her face all the time … she was drawing on a wall … drawing a TREE and a CROW …
listening to Breaking Benjamin “Had Enough” song named …
a guy … we’re staring at her .. with an idiot look .. looked soo stupid to her ,, and she didn’t care …
then she had a cup of coffee with him and few friends .. he was a friend of hers .. he tried to impress her .. so he said he […]
i just was thinking … why this site is named ‘suicideproject’ … maybe its a stupid question … but i just wanted to know …
sometimes you know that you are nothing but a big joke for someone who means the world to you , the one that you see the light within his eyes
you are a big JOKE to him … you are a fucking joke to him a fucking nothing meaningless nothing a joke he laughes at then forget
and you are the IDIOT fucking stupid enough to still loving him and caring about him and living just wishig to have a chanse to be something to him
something more than that big JOKE
he gots all he needs in life why would he needs you
friends places to go to mother […]
i’ve seen some posts here about how to make a suicide success ..
maybe it’s not my business …
but i guess you should not replay to these posts with a help .. i guess you should help to wash away that suicide idea not to help it accomplished ..
sorry if i am bothering ..
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