I have prayed to god for guidance, and he has answered to me.
God is not as judgmental as you may think. He understands our pain very well. Hes a really loving guy:=))
You wont automaticly go to hell if you comit suicide, but he will be dissapointed, if your life mission was not complete. God told me, that since i have learned to forgive those people who abused me as a child, that is enough for me. It was the original goal post set for my current incarnation, and i feel so happy about it. Im really like a totally different person now:)
Anyway, just wanted to […]