Almost a perfect score

That leaves really only the plastic tube. I have a device that i can use to measure the pressure in the tanks, so having two tanks “just is case” is no longer necessary. It will be hard, but i will have time to search, since i can BUY the critical flow fitting for myself. Plenty of time to find just the right plastic tube for it. Here is one interesting choice;

http://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com/page/Buy+Helium+Fittings

It will cost me a pretty penny, but if i say it is for a “chemical testing set” i should have no problem getting that through customs.

So, this will cost LIKE HELL! Much more thn throwing myself off a bridge, but my finances are in pretty good score, and starting a partime job real soon. So…it could be worse;=)) It’s painless. The results are 90% quarenteed. Better then anything so far, and i have been searching for something like this for atleast 20-years now. Cant believe how CLOSE i am now!!!

This has been a VERY long journey so far! You have no idea of the HELL i have been through!

You dont know, you dont understand! I was sold away by a rogue, criminal communist government in exchange for money from the “safe the children” foundation. Abandoned by my mother and motherland! Physicly and sexually abused. I HAVE BEEN THOUGH HELL!!!

Do not judge me! You have NO RIGHT!!!

Only i have the right to decide my destiny. THEY sold me away like a peace of trash in exchange for western aid money and support!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Derg

No words can describe the pure HORROR i have been though since then! Nothing but missery, sorrow, abuse and racism! Racism of wich you CANNOT understand or comprehend!

Now i am ending this NIGHTMARE! I will make many tests. Many tests of each part, but it WILL work! It MUST WORK! This is my right! My right to exit from this nightmare, that was imposed on my by a group of satanistic criminals! It ends now!

Thank you!

There are still some dangers left, but relatively small, like the taxy refusing to carry any kind of gass.

******** is a none reactive gass, and doesent react with air in any way. Even if the canister was to leak, it woulnd’t even come close to blowing up the taxi.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/********

Also many perfectly legal reasons for using ********. Infact much more then Helium! It’s a very small neighbourhood i live in. However this partly works to my advantage. The machine shop im going to order the gass from is relatively far away from town square. Not too many people will notice. Perhaps some neighbours when i carry it all the way to my apartment, but not too many. I’ve already played it out in my mind.

The machine shop will probobly ask, do i have the right flow fitting for it. I will claim that im buying them from the big city. Probobly they will know what i am up to, but even so, they cant proof anything, and theres no one they can call. Not even the police! ******** is a harmless, and a totally legal gass. If i stay strong, practice the situations just right in my mind, ands chooce a spesific time, when not too many people are around in my apartment, i wil get away with this. Im starting a part time job soon, where im both going to get some hard earned money and exersize. I could claim to neighbours, that im going to test a air pressure gun in the woods. Not that they’d know any better, or can proof a thing.

Lets hope this works!

Ok called a taxi company(not in my neighbourhood) They said they had no problems. The gass(or rather the machine company)may complain that the gassbottles are supposed to be tranported while standing up. But even for that there are so called “full room taxies” Infact i used one just this week in my neighbourhood just to test it out(and find out where exactly the machine company is located, where i pick up the gass rented from the gass company)

So yeah. It’s dangerous, it’s risky, but this thing is now 90% done. Sitll a lot of things could go wrong but…pretty good, considering the rather short time i have been working on this. It all started from this news;

http://news.yahoo.com/s/dailybeast/13734_suicidekitsthe91yearoldwomansellinginstantdeathontheinternet

Since then i have gone quite far!

I live alone.

Still, this is a small neighbourhood, and i have my neighbours to worry about of ofcourse. It’s a risk. Lets just say im not too active or friendly with them. It’s a risk and a gamble, and paticularly one of them could either call the police or a familar social worker, or the people in the machineshop or the taxy driver could tell about it to other people in the place where i go to work. Or some of them might be an active paintball fan and spot the disguise.

However i can always claim ignorance the first time(“Goch! The tank i bought for paintball said “********” I didnt know it actually worked on compressed air”)

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/2/22/Nitrogen_tank.jpg

I can also say, that im going to buy flow fittings from the big city, so that way the small town machine company wont be able to bother be with it. They might make some fuzz on how im transporting a gass tank on the backtrunk of a taxi. However it apears that atleast Helium tanks are really transported this way. It’s always a risk!

As for those that live with friends and family…well, i feel sorry for you. Go to the internet and find like mindet people who have a car and/or live alone. Use the internet, thats what it’s for!