I have started thinking about drowning as a beta option.
Drowning is extremely painfull, but if you use sleeping pills, it maybe possible to lose conciseness before the struggling starts. Im having some trouble with using Paypal, but going to try to activate my Visa Electron card, so i can buy this set!
http://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com/page/Buy+Helium+Fittings
Anyway, here is an interesting website on drowning.
http://msgboard.snopes.com/cgi-bin/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=get_topic;f=91;t=000720;p=1
Oh boy! Now in the process of already writing my suicide letter. And people, if you wish, cry for me! But if your going to cry for me, then please pray for me also! My “loving” adoptive parents smothered my feelings and emotions so long ago, that i am already spiritually dead inside. I wish they would help me die, because that is the least they could do after all that has happened! My adoptive mother already knows what im up to, but shes afraid of trying to stop me, because shes afraid i will use violence against her, wich is quite close to the truth.
Shes getting closer to excepting what im doing, as she understands the immense PAIN all the racism, identity lose and also the physical abuse caused me! She has also prayed for me. God has told me that i can come back home if i want, and that he LOVES me, but even so, the pressure is just so IMMENSE! Thank you still for allowing me to talk to you about these issues!
Inside my mind i am already drowning. Please pray for me again, that god would come and help me one more time! Help me cross over!
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thats what im planning on doing drowning. Im just going to take alot of pills and just sink down in some cold water drowning hopefully.
I would probably weight myself. Since human bodies kind of naturally float, and I wouldn’t want to chance it not being successful. I mean, unless you plan to drown in rapids or something, I think a better bet would to be to tie some weights or something to yourself.