So, I just spent ages crying my eyes out. My boyfriend caused this. He lied to me. Again. I try to trust him. And he just lies, and lies again. Does he even love me? I’m beginning to doubt it. He’s been gone for maybe an hour. I don’t care anymore. Scratch that. I care too much. I can’t cut my wrists because I promised to stop. But right now. The thought is tugging at me. I want to just give in. I feel dead and drone like. Should I just go? Embrace the beauty of being lifeless and dead, no longer being lied to. […]