I feel fairly uncomfortable being at this site at all. I feel uncomfortable by the thought of suicide. So why am I here at all? I guess I’m just reaching out. I guess I’m mostly scared. For right now.
I’m pretty sure that I have bipolar-disorder. I know, in this day and age, everyone self-diagnoses with some mental disorder or another. The difference for me is that I’ve done the research, I’ve considered a lot of other problems, but I’m pretty sure it’s bipolarity. It runs in the family, being crazy.
Some days, I’m really happy and I feel like life is so precious. Then other days […]