I have been wanting to do it for years yet I have noticed that if i am to go through with it focus is whats needed. Focus and keeping everything locked up inside and not release any of it. I used to talk it out, then afterwords feel kind of better but regrettfull that I talked it out because I released that energy. When I used to talk out my issues I still felt suicide was the only option aferwards but did not have enough energy to do so. Often now even when I am happy (not often) I still know what I must do. Helium […]