this past year (the 28th year of my life):
i moved to a new city for a job,
became permanently disabled due to a accident,
was crutches for 7 months,
doctors kept ignoring me saying i’m young and will heal,
now never every step, chronic pain stabbing shooting,
then my girlfriend of 4-years broke up with me,
tried to get help from multiple psychotherapists who seemed unable to help me,
started waking up every day wanting to wishing i was dead,
became suicidal and severely depressed for the first time in my life,
started to plan ways to die:
1) jump off a tall building after work, downloaded list of tallest buildings in my area…
2) rent […]