I think about suicide each and every day, the thought of it won’t leave me for long. Sometimes the thought of it lurks in the background, other times forcing me to confront my demons. I do find it comforting to know it will all be over. I’ve attempted, was it a serious attempt, well yes as I hoped I’d die, but it just wasn’t going to happen, I’ve learnt since then though.
I don’t know where I fit in, here in this world around me. I feel I’ve spent my life dreaming about achieving something half decent that I can hold onto. In the past it […]