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I’ve been seriously considering it for the past few weeks, and in the last few days it’s gotten really bad that I started planning how and where I’m going to do it. I’m losing what little hope I had. I’m scared of myself. I’m scared of being alone with myself. I feel like a little kid, when I can’t wait for my mother to get back home, but I’m almost 26!

I just want my life to change, but ending it altogether is so tempting and an easier option, because I’ve been trying to change my life for so long with no avail. I won’t have […]

I’ve been really depressed and suicidal lately. I’m almost 26 and I work in fast food with no career. I have a certificate in software engineering and applied for a course at a company which can land me a job there afterwards. It made me happier for a while after I was contacted and invited for an interview, but today less than 2 hours ago I started feeling like crap again. At this point I feel like crying. I have a shift in 2 hours and I DON’T WANT TO GO THERE!! I don’t want to go to that f-ed up place and shitty job. 🙁

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I posted a few days ago, and here I am making another post. I’m almost 26 and I dread the moment I’ll be 30. I’ve been obsessing about it lately.

The reason I feel so scared is that I’m only getting older while still having done nothing in life. I’ve never had a career and all I’ve had is random jobs such as plastic factories and fast food. I’ve never had a girlfriend and never touched a girl. I gave up on my driver’s license after 5 failed tests.

I’m just extremely depressed and I don’t know what to do. I haven’t seriously considered suicide in a […]

I just can’t take it much longer. I’ll be 26 years old in just a few months, and I’m a complete, utter failure. There are 3 main reasons I feel this way: I’ve never had career/real job, I’ve never had a girlfriend, and I don’t have a driver’s license.

I was promoted a few months ago to shift manager at my crappy fast food job. I’ve been in this job for close to 2 years (longest job in my life). I don’t feel happy about it, on the contrary, I feel ashamed. I’m ashamed that I’m doing a job for teenagers at my age. I have […]

A few days ago I made a post questioning whether I’m a failure or just a late bloomer, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I AM indeed a failure. I’ll be 25 soon, and I’ve achieved nothing in my life so far. I have no career, never been in a relationship or done anything with a girl, don’t have my driver’s license…

Late bloomers generally don’t figure out what they want until later in life, but I’ve always known what I want since high school. I want to be a programmer. I believe I’m a failure because so far I’ve failed to become what I […]

I’ll be 25 in about 3 months, and so far I have achieved nothing worth talking about in my life. I’ve never had a girlfriend or kissed or done anything with a girl (not because I don’t want to, it just never happened and women are never interested in me). I still don’t have my driver’s license. I’ve always wanted a degree in Computer Science, haven’t got to do it so far because I lacked the qualifications. Not because I’m not intelligent, but things didn’t go as I wanted in the last year of high school, partly due to depression, and didn’t do well in […]