The reason why I ask is because that’s the only reason why i want too
I’ve been trying get the balls to commit suicide but there are so many things I am scared of before, during and after death.
For example:
-the pain
-grief of parents and family
-will it work?
-where i will go after?
My problems: Â (I don’t know why I’m telling you this) what can i say? I’m an attention-seeking fuckface.
-I’m fat and no muscle, only tall.
-bad childhood- divorce, no game with women, abused.
-Hatred towards women and have never had a real connection with a woman(hate mother, HATE)
-I’m broke, 18 years old but dad has no job and mom is a ***** about her money(she’s filthy rich)
-Overall, just tired of people telling me […]
Male, 18, Black, 5’9, 265
Atlanta, Georgia
Tonight is the night. It was inevitable really. LOL i finally realized that i will die from stabbing myself repeatedly in the neck. Why? Who cares? I’m ugly and fat which will never get me women. I have a terrible evil personality that comes out when i hang out with people too much. I’m just going to wind up hurting myself even more or others if i just don’t get it over with. It’s really not the big of a deal, if God does exist he’ll be just send me to hell and I can move on with my life. […]
I think God has to exist. Everything we stand for as humans is contradicted if God doesn’t not exist. It would literally be the most depressing thing ever.
If I’m thinking of committing suicide or anyone else for that matter is it that wrong to pray for me or someone else? Pray to God even if i don’t truly believe in Him or if i really do.
Lucifer, one of god’s blessed angels betrayed him because he wanted his power. my situation is similar. this one girl i like i know ill never get but i still go for her. i don’t even give myself a chance for anyone else because i know i don’t deserve her or anyone else for that matter. that sentence didn’t make sense. anyways, i was just curious to see how many people have a big problem with envy. oh and if anyone has any good ways to commit suicide please tell thank you!
my love texted back. maybe she still likes me as a friend and i can live with that. ill do anything for her. anything
i am only 20 pounds overweight at 6’8. i have really high cholesterol though. I’m in college now and i workout for 3.5 hours on average everyday and a lot more on the weekends. so Why in the fucking hell can’t i stop sweating when i walk to class on a 5min walk. Girls come up and flirt with me all the time and I’m always sweating. like its so fucking annoying. help
lol. heres where I’ve finally decided that everyone probably hates me. I will kill myself in a way that i can’t hurt others around me. Selfless action but yet again so selfish.
1. there are four people who i think actually love me
-my brother, well he does but not really. he uses me and manipulates me most of the time to get what he wants. i love him but love is mutual lol
-my mother, she is distant from our family. she just supports me financial. it seems like it takes a pull of hair to even get out and see me at a basketball game.
-my father, […]
after my mom saw a suicidal note on my private Facebook support group. she took me to a doctor when i turned 18 and told the doctor about the event. it made me mad at first but it was the right thing for me. it takes about a month for it to fully take effect but once it does it makes your tolerance to sin and just bullshit in general so much better. my problem is really rare just because of how stupid my problems really are. in a way they still get to me but not as much. I’m really anti social and have […]
hi i have just joined 2 days ago and i feel better already. so the real problem is i can’t learn to love others because i don’t love myself. i don’t even know how to receive love. I’m 18 never had a girlfriend and only have kissed a girl once. i lost the chance to tell the love of my life that i like her a lot in high school. I’m in college now. 18 years of not loving myself has gone to shits for my personality. people see me as a immature fuck. so my final question is how do i kill myself without […]
well my depression has gone on for awhile now. like since Ive been able to have a conscious so around 10 years old or something. I’m now 18(male) and in college. I’m skinny but still really fat and tall which just makes me look gross. i have stretch marks all over my body. Yes i do workout and lift aton. i am proactive about fixing my physical problems but those arent really my main problems. im not really that attractive. never really used my height for sports. basically just down right no self confidence. yes, i did come here to vent. and yes i am […]