I read that when you have an orgasm that it is impossible for you to feel any pain, i had this idea that the moment you reach orgasm would be a good time to stab yourself through the heart or jump by hanging, when i cum it lasts for well over 1 minute which might be ideal for the athame through the flames..
I read this scientific study of what happens to the human brain when a person is having an orgasm & in the brain scan the studies showed that the […]
Please take this with you, & also pass it on to others.
“Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise people at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good people, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
The author’s son, Michael, took his own life in 1969 at the age of 26, after a nearly decade-long struggle with some vaguely defined mental illness. Some of his psychiatrists (referred to not by name but by the appellation “Dr. First” “Dr. Second” “Dr. Third” etc. — there were eight), called it schizophrenia. It looks more like schizoaffective disorder or bipolar to me, but who knows. The point is, in spite of various […]
“I have tried to view it from the interior of those who call themselves suicidal or suicidesâ€.
( Words from Jean Améry )
I just wanted to recommend this book which i know will be of interest to many of you,
I have found it quite difficult & frustrating to find serious, intelligent & quality critiques or books on other point’s of view about Suicide & this subject overall, as all i keep becoming drowned in is only the fucking Utilitarianism & Christian Inspired Philosophy which is very annoying & frustrating,
Anyway i hope some of you will check it […]
~The Raven~
Dedictated To Storm
(Espen Andersen – Strid)
RIP
The Angelic Process – Million Year Summer
There is a Raven caged within my breast,
But what his name, there is no breast shall know
Save mine, nor what it is that drives him so,
upward & downward, in relentless quest —
That silent rage, baffled but unsuppressed, […]
Do you know as I do, delectable suffering?
And do you have them say of you: “O! the strange man!”
— I was going to die. In my soul, full of love,
A peculiar illness; desire mixed with horror,
Anguish and bright hopes; without internal strife.
The more the fatal hour-glass continued to flow,
The fiercer and more delightful grew my torture;
My heart was being torn from this familiar world.
I was like a child eager for the play,
“You are right though when it comes to noticing pain but you are wrong about those in pain because they need to see themselves before anyone else”
Well Duuuuuuh!,
If you read again this is what i am speaking about, the Altruistic Intention, right?. if you didn’t know what it meant let me explain,
it means Selflessness which is the opposite of Selfishness – helping others regardless of whether or not your are suffering also,  in pain or have suffered, without an ulterior motive,, not to receive anything in return for helping them!,without pride or pretension
due to the sick human of today if one is not in pain they will […]
You wanna know where most of the loneliness and loathsomeness lies in Websites/Forums like these, you get these hypocritical ‘Tourist’ well wishers who at bottom don’t ‘really’ give a flying fuck. but why should they? where is there to be found such help, such “love”, such courageous hero’s for the Paraplegics, Amputee’s, Veterans, Drug Addicts Homeless Child Runaways Etc on the streets and some that hold signs that say “starving”, “will work for food” why do these compassionate humans, these heroes walk past ignoring them pretending that they were not there, not apart of their society.. if the sign said instead “I Am Going To Kill Myself Today” maybe this would […]
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Don’t ever! try to fit in to or try to belong to a sick and so called “Normal†of society.
follow & walk your own path that your inner wisdom leads you to & you can ease your sufferings, you have a chance for a life you want.
just persevere, all you need to rely upon is Patience, Effort, Self-Confidence and Determination.
“Many autistic people are gifted and brilliant at one special thing. They perceive the world very differently from […]
I arose out of my grave today, to watch the winter sunset at 4:pm,  it was a very very cold day today … how! i love it here… i always felt like it was here i belonged.. even as  a human man i was drawn here time and time again.. i never really knew why at first..  nobody comes to this place.. even then it was desolate. alone, a ghost i was even then. I feel so sad..
That last ever night, such! a stream i bled.. a release for which i always yearned for, i had no! idea, that the Bliss i blindly sought after could feel like this…
painting all nature red, it was a sight to see, when the death agony was finally over, i by long last let […]
I am sorry you are suffering from this dreadful disorder also,
You was not born with it, this develops and happens during the first few years of your life. and other traumas that effected you throughout life. i do not know you or what you have been through so i cannot really say. it can also be something purely physical that the right chemical balance, Diet or Exercise, and proper consistant meditation could really solve.
or help
Anapanasatti Mindfulness of breathing ~ Meditation
i suffer from severe Anxiety / Chronic Social Anxiety, and a few herbs i can recommend could maybe help as it did for me in […]
“Pain is your friend, pain is your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home.
But you know the best thing about pain?
It lets you know, you’re not dead yet!”
..I am no one,
but then again ‘I’ or ‘We’ can never be i am or that..we are everything and nothing
if i may speak in conventional terms than allow me to introduce my self ..
I am a male 25 year old Turkish Cypriot who lives in the uk, i am as they say a “tragic romantic”..a true Goth at heart but i just don’t look like one..a walking contradiction who doesn’t make any sense in an insane and absurd world.
I am a hardcore Nihilist which wasn’t my choice at all,this has caused me allot of pain throughout my life.. think that i have always sensed knowing about Emptiness and […]
I see your star… shining
Far away up in the high…
Someone calls me higher and higher
I fly up
Someone strews my wings with lead
…I’m falling…
…I can’t see you…
…and I…
fall into the dust.
Behold them, my soul: they are truly frightful! like mannequins, vaguely ridiculous, terrible, singular as sleepwalkers, aiming their darkened orbs who knows where.
Their eyes, devine spark gone, as if gazing into the distance, re-main lifted skyward; you never see them let their heavy heads sink dreaming toward the pavement.
so they traverse the illimitable dark, brother of eternal silence,
O city! while all around us you sing, you laugh, you bawl, smitten with pleasure to the point of atrocity, look! i drag my self along also! but, more bewildered than they,
I ask, All these blind people, what are they looking for in the sky…
Hello, my message dosnt seem to be posting so i thought i would put it up here for you. i hope it will be of use to you & for other people also.
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#Could there possibly be a purely physical, organic reason for this mental instability you are experiencing & are suffering from, possibly with your limbic system? hormonal imbalances serotonin problems etc, it is surprising how just one hormonal / chemical imbalance could cause one to perceive reality in an entirely different way.
I do not know you, or know what you have been through throughout your life, so i can not say or make any […]
(( idk…))
{~ Sear Bliss ~ Reverie ~}
I am where the loneliest souls gather
Though I remained all alone..
But may these moments be eternal..
May this dark yet starlit sky shine on me
…Forever!…
Does anybody here come from the United Kingdom? or are you all yanks 🙂
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It will generally be found that where the terrors of life come to outweigh the terrors of death One will put an end to their life.
But the terrors of death offer considerable resistance: they stand like a sentinel at the exit gate.Perhaps there is no one alive who would not have put an end to their life if this end were something purely negative, a sudden cessation of existence, but there is something positive in it as well:
The destruction of the body. This is a deterrent, […]
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