I’m so discouraged. Â I cannot cope anymore. Â I’m just a total failure and nothing is going right. Â It would feel so good to just lie down and never have to get up again. Â Everything is just too hard anymore. Â It hasn’t got any easier. Â I keep going on, but I don’t know why. Â Happy never comes, easy never comes. Â Everyone says hang on, it gets better, it’s bad right now, just hold on. Â But why am I holding on? Â I don’t get happy. Â I’m just getting by. Â Barely. Â I’m taking anti-depressants, which seem to have taken away the lethargy and just lying around, but I’m […]