Maddie.Shit

Yeah of course i’m still depressed.obviously,my life hasn’t changed .
I just decided to take a break from the suicide project site so that i can focus on changing my life.of couse i wasn’t optimistic about it but at least i would say i have tried.so i lost some weight but that hasn’t made my body change,i don’t know why .my parents hate me,i can’t change that .so basically,they are sending me to a boarding school.
I think that i need to move out before they kick me out since i’m not going to that school ,i just dom’t want to to ne a…. prisoner?

am not expecting to get help here,so all i need is only some friends,am so lonely and am planning on giving up soon,so i just need to know that someone cares about me, in this universe,how can i make friends?

heyy,i didn’t die ,I’ve committed suicide but I wake up ,I’m back from death ,I don’t know how but I did ,I don’t want to live ,i didn’t fuckin die!! I’m here alone in this freakin hospital,I don’t know where my parents are ?lol ,they left me , I don’t know why I did came from death ,that’s not fair 

hey everybody so ,I’m back again ,I just wanted to tell you my latest news ,I gave up ,I want to disappear in fact I wish I wasn’t born in the first place ,but that’s just a “wish”so ,suicide is the solution ,I think it will stop the pain ,I’m just fed up ,I tried a lot but it didn’t work so I finally give up ,I think that this is my last post here ,goodbye everyone ,I’m leaving 

Hi,everyone so I’m back ,technically nothing changed ,I just wanted to keep you updated,but lately i had a very deep wound in my hand ,it hurt me a lot but C’mon ,who cares?mum told me that she hated me she told me not to take the medicine ,she told me that she didn’t want me to cure and she doesn’t care if I died !so you got it now ,just imagine ,what would you do if you were me ?what would you do if your mother hated you ?

it hurts more than my hand’s wound does ,I can’t move out,my mental state is deteriorating and […]