I know, only I can make my life better. I know that just wishing and whining will accomplish nothing.
But how is it so hard to actually live by that knowledge, to put it to a good use?
I have always been really shy. People have told me “it’s just a phase” “you’ll grow out of it” and other similar things.
Well, I haven’t. Actually it’s just getting worse as I age. At least in high-school I talked quite lot. Now I spend most of my time crying alone in my apartment.
“So? go out and socialize!” Another thing that people had said to me earlier.
I..I can’t. I have […]