I ordered the helium kit over two weeks ago and it still hasn’t arrived. I was hoping to do this soon, now it looks like i will have to wait. Any one else ordered these kits? Have you had any problems?
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I thought i would post the address of another forum i am a member of. It’s fairley new with few members but we are a small caring group. It is a really good depression support site where you can post for advice, vent or distract yourself in the games section.
internalscreams . freeforums . org        no www. at the beginning
Please feel free to join, have a mooch around and get to know us all.
What am i doing here??
Am i looking for some one to talk me down, some one that can help me choose life? I really don’t know. I have the things i need arriving daily, i’ve booked a hotel, i know the date so i’m ready to go. But lately i have been feeling……i’m not entirely sure but lets just say i’m having second thoughts. I think i’m over thinking this. I find myself imagining what others will go through if i do this, i hate that i once again find myself putting others before myself. I then have a mental shake, literally it’s like my […]
I was wondering if any one has heard from Maeliin? Sorry if i spelt that wrong. She was understandably very upset in her last post but it was deleted and i’m very worried. If you read this please post just so i know your ok.
As i said before i’m struggling with my note but here is my first draft.
I still feel like there is a lot missing. Most of my feelings are not covered but i don’t want to confuse matters.
Please tell me what you think.
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Mum,
I’m so sorry for everything i have done. If i could turn back time and start again i would do everything differently. I have tried to change, tried to make you proud but it always seems to backfire.
There is something evil in my soul, something that repells and disgusts people. Did you feel it? Did you know it was there? I have never felt […]
Can I ask if your leaving a note or not? And your reasons why? I’ve been agonising over this for weeks but what ever I write down comes across as if I’m blaming them. I know if I don’t leave a note i’ll be leaving a lot of unanswered questions but I just feel if I do leave a note it will open a whole new set of questions.
Can any one tell me if a 9l tank of ******** will do the job? I’m thinking of getting 2 tanks just incase but 9l is the largest i can find to buy.
As i finalise my plans and order everything i will need i find myself continuously thinking to the moment i do it. Will i have the guts to go through with it? Is my resolve enough? Or will i back out. I used to be plagued by thoughts of what it will do to my family but i can now say with certainty they don’t care. There is no question that this will be the end of my life as i know it but will i die or live and just move away to start all over again? That’s what i keep asking myself. I […]
I have set my date for 8 weeks time and i have a method that i’m 95% sure will work. It’s the 5% uncertainty which has got me worried so i’m looking for a plan B. I’m not even sure if this is allowed or if it will be deleted but i have to try. Can any one tell me what i need for the H2S method? I’ve Googled it but can’t come up with much. I don’t want to have to use this method but i need to be prepared in case my original method doesn’t work. I’m in the UK.
Thanks