when i decided to end my life, it wasn’t as painful as i thought. I just had one thought on my mind that i may not see his face never again. I started popping pills of nearly 15 benzos and anti depressants together. After taking all those I didn’t had any idea that I may wake again before morning. But exactly at 4.45 I woke up as if any force had waken me up and I went for washroom , wore my slippers and went into the balcony of my hostel. It took just 5 minutes to decide to jump or not as i was […]