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Confused and scared…

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I broke the promise I made to them, the promise not to cut. I told them and they got mad. I said I had been depressed, I tried explaining the reason…I don’t think they meant to be mad but then I did break the promise.

I told my friend and she then told the guy that I really love what I had done. I had trusted her and she went behind my back. I got a message from him..it said

“—– told me what you done wtf you were happy today i am so disappointed in you.”

Did he really believe I was happy? Did he not see […]

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Is Hiding the Answer?

by TearDropFantasy
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I just wanna know if this is the right thing to do?

I haven’t been to school for the last three days, I told my mum it was because I felt ill. I deliberatly made myself ill so that I wouldn’t have to go. The reason is, I get bullied really badly at school all because of this boy who found out that I self harmed and that I’m suicidal. He spread it round the school and now everyone knows, I’m too scared to talk to anyone and I’m too scared to go to school. Also I have so much homework that I haven’t done because […]

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Just something I thought I’d share.

by TearDropFantasy
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Okay so when I first started this, I had not one thing to say on it. Now I have a slight idea…

When I first joined The Suicide Project I was lonely, depressed. I had suicidal thoughts running through my mind, tormenting me. I have attempted suicide 5 times so far. My memories haunt my every waking moment and I cut my wrists and upper arms so deep that the scars will never heal. I would cry because I hated myself so much, I hated my looks, I thought I was the ugliest person alive, my weight to me 7 and a half pounds or 107ibs, I thought this […]

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H..E..L..P…M..E..

by TearDropFantasy
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I can’t do this anymore…I’ve tried to stay happy but I just can’t. There’s no one I can turn to cause no one cares anymore, I need help I know I do but I can’t afford it and i’m too scared. I don’t want to self harm anymore, I don’t want to feel this pain, I have so many cuts and my arms are so sore everynight. I miss the old me, I miss being happy. I just want to smile but it’s always so much of an effort, I’m breaking apart right in front of the people who I thought had onced cared but […]

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Why wont she let me help her?

by TearDropFantasy
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Okay…This has been going on for a while now..My best friend has issues, I can tell but she wont let me in to help her, she knows all about my problems and is always there when I need her but now I wish she would let me in so I can help her. Whenever I ask her if she’s okay she says ‘yea’ but I know she’s lying to me, I really don’t understand…She knows I’ve went through similar stuff to her. And when I ask her again if she’s okay she turns away and walks off… I feel like she’s pushing me away for […]

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Help me…please…I can’t do this anymore…

by TearDropFantasy
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I don’t really know how to tell anyone these things but I’m at breaking point, I can’t find comfort from the only two people who stick by me…

I’m fifteen years old and I get bullied every day at school for being ‘Emo’ I don’t understand why. They don’t know my past..

When I was younger my Mom and Dad would argue a lot, I’d end up crying myself to sleep wishing that they could just get along, That was until my Dad started hitting me, at first it would be on rare occasions then it was every night. I was so scared even now I’m scared […]

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