maybe its because i think other people might be having the same experiance as me, or maybe because im looking for sympathisers in this seemingly lonely exsistence. it might just be because i need to vent, and, hopefully ill never post here again.
all my life ive spent trying to be better than my mother, and my brothers, who have descended into madness and drug addiction (i havent seen or talked to my mother in about 12 years, i have no idea where she might be). i have ended up in the millitary because of it, and, if i look at my life retrospectively, its the […]