I was suicidal years ago..and thought it was gone for good. I’m 3oish now and it has returned. I have found that I can not be Independent. When faced with making friends, I must be too self infatuated to make any. Isolation has destroyed me. It has beaten me, I put in such a good fight and sustained my body and mind for so long…or have I. I smoked so much weed during the time I felt I wasn’t depressed…just vegged out and played video games. These addictions only covered it. I must have been depressed this whole time. I just found a way to […]