The darkness is tangible,
I can feel it pressing all around me.
It feels like torturous pain,
it’s loneliness and despair,
it’s suffering and despite
it’s physical, i can feel it
I’m alone and yet I’m not
My family is downstairs,
my wife’s in the next room,
yet I’m the only person
in my reality.
I look through a pain of glass
at the world surrounding me.
I see life, I hear life, I sense life
Yet I have none.
It passes me by,
leaves me still and dead
I feel the cold of the grave
I long for that cold
to envelope me
I want no more of […]