Cue the music. It’s time.
Thank you again. It’s done.
Not sure how long it will take before I feel it but thank you all again.
Thank you all to everyone that has stood by me tonight in one way or another. Thank you for the company over the last year but more importantly over the last 2 days.
You have all been amazing.
I know so many of you if not all of you do not understand my choice and that is okay. You have all given me a great departing gift. Please continue to take care of one another as you always have. Our minds never have to be on the same page just support one another.
Now, I will ready myself for my exit. Is it wrong that I am going […]
I use to do a fun random quote of the day for my friends in the morning…here are some of them. Thought you guys might some of them funny.
Well, aren’t we a fun filled lollipop tripled dipped in psycho?
Me Crazy? Don’t make me get down off my unicorn and slap you!
Hey, I’ll be back in 5 minutes, but if I am still not back just read this message again.
Starting tomorrow – whatever life throws at me, I am just going to duck so it hits someone else.
My friend thinks he is so smart, he said onions are the only foods that make you cry. So […]
I thought you might like to see my old point shoes, (dead) I never used these as I switched over to Bloch and I find Bloch is a much more superior pointe shoe than these. But as you can see, the ribbons are gone off these along with the elastics. I didn’t put on toe pads so it’s just bone one packed leather here. LOL I do not suggest that by the way. These how ever have a traditional rounded box and high vamp, my newer ones have a broad box mid vamps with a soft shank. The ones in the picture have a hard […]
Listening to this right now…so fitting, love this song:
Make a space
For my body.
Dig a hole.
Push the sides apart.
This is what
I’m controlling.
It’s a moat
The inside that I carve.
This will my monument
This will be a beacon when I’m gone
Gone, gone
When I’m gone
Gone, gone
When I’m gone
So that when the moment comes,
I can say I did it all with love
Love, love
All with love
Love, love
All with love
Make a cast
Of my body.
Pull back out,
So that I can see.
Let go of
How you knew me.
Let go of
What I used […]
I am heading back to my room to get my mp3 player before hitting the beach. I want to walk it as I watch the moon rise to kiss the stars. Soon, I will be one of those amazing lights up there.
Walk with me? Leave your invisible footprints beside mine. I won’t tell. 🙂
Love to you all.
I am not sure if this is going to break the rules or not and I am sorry in advance if it does.
Tonight at 11pm GMT I will start the song that I have already decided I will fall “asleep” too. At the start of the song, I will drink my “sleepy time” juice followed with a shot of vodka to make it even more so. I should be asleep within 90 secs-2 mins. Long before my favorite song will end. Its the one I always dance to when I do ballet.
While I will be all alone for this moment, I would like very much […]
So, I had a great last day. I swam, I surfed, I fell off my board a few times, got smashed up the last time. Pic to prove it. I laid on the beach, I just got down with a long soak in the tub. I’m changed and I am about to go down soon for a very light last meal. I know I have to have a empty stomach in which to take “N”.
My last night is beginning….I’m waiting […]
I saw your post and went to comment on it and to tell you thank you for that. And that I was going to listen to it along with Hazy’s music choice while I lay around on the sand.
I’m trying to get my latest pic up but it’s not wanting to upload….of course that could be my fault, it’s hard to see under such harsh sunlight. I’ll keep trying.
Absolutely beautiful out today. Time to hit those waves, I just couldn’t resist posting this.
Woke up as some of you know at the unholy hour of what was it….2:30ish am…..ordering coffee from room service. I sat out on my balcony and drank the whole pot they brought me before retiring back to bed where I slept and dreamed in circles. Same thing kept happening over and over and over….annoying.
*Yep, still wearing Danny boys sweatpants…I do love these things*
Got up a couple of hours ago, took a nice hot bath but not before ordering more coffee and a couple […]
I am NOT hungover…….it’s just wine flu.
lol
Hence my reason for calling room service for coffee at this insane hour.
By the power invested in me, I now pronounced you blocked and deleted…you may now KISS MY ASS!!!!!!
Okay, so maybe this is a bit unfair of me to ask at this moment in time…..as I haven’t never posted till tonight. BUT:
Have any of you ever really felt numb? I thought I had and I had to some rearguards….however tonight and as of this week, I realize something more.
And pls forgive me ahead of time, I have been drinking, but this is something I have found this past week…and I am sitting here…still waiting for my CHURRO!!! As if anyone can hear me, while the band is playing loud and I have turned down several offers of dances….I should probably take someone up […]
Beautiful.
Well, I just landed down in old Mexico. I’ve gotten my hands on 3 bottles of “N” (no reason to leave it to chance) and I’m preparing my farewell.
Life, it’s been real, so glad to see you go. Tonight, I eat, drink, party, do what I do best according to some ppl wake up the next day lay beachside for the day then make my way back to the resort and “drink” myself to “sleep”.
This is it, I’m finally here. Thank the Universe for some small fucking favors.
And thank the net for this site, you guys FUCKING rock!!!!!!! I’ve been lurking on here for a […]