What’s the point in trying to live if I’m autistic and have severe social anxiety? Every time I go outside I feel like an alien. I don’t want to go to college tomorrow, I don’t belong there. There’s too many normal people. I would try and bring up my suicidal feelings to my parents but because of my autism I find it too difficult to express emotions. It probably wouldn’t help anyway. My therapist asked me if I was suicidal and if I had plans, I said no because I didn’t feel like being sectioned. I probably won’t be here much longer.