What’s the point in trying to live if I’m autistic and have severe social anxiety? Every time I go outside I feel like an alien. I don’t want to go to college tomorrow, I don’t belong there. There’s too many normal people. I would try and bring up my suicidal feelings to my parents but because of my autism I find it too difficult to express emotions. It probably wouldn’t help anyway. My therapist asked me if I was suicidal and if I had plans, I said no because I didn’t feel like being sectioned. I probably won’t be here much longer.
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Do you have Aspergers? Maybe what you need to do is find people you feel comfortable with. I never got along with ‘normal,’ well-adjusted, happy vapid types myself. My friends are always the loners, the weirdos, the people who like to learn for the sake of learning, who usually are misunderstood by the general populace. I also fall in this category, and I’m proud of it. I like being different. Find your niche, and you will feel more accepted.