I want to stop caring, I’ve tried everything to stop caring. I’ve tried getting new people in my life, making new friends, dating many of people and nothing has filled this hole that she created. Only she can and I wish to understand it desperately. Please, can anyone give any advice on this situation? Or at least tell me I’m a pathetic moron for crawling back to her after everything that has happened. I need something, I feel like such a loser. Please help me.
Alexis
Alexis
I love talking to people on this site to try and help them or even just be someone to listen. I really do care and this is what keeps me going. I too suffer from depression but helping you guys keeps me waking up in the morning. I always answer my emails, within a day or less and I'll talk about anything. Even if you just email me about the weather I'll respond back. :] I don't judge either. I dislike people who judge and I take everyone's problems seriously, I also think of them as equally important. If its just a teenager going through school difficulties or if its a woman who has been raped. Because to the individual each other their own problem is important to them. Therefore its important to me. I will not try to talk you out of killing yourself if you are completely sure of it however I do not condone it, I just see it as your life and who am I to tell you what to do? I'm not a psychologist but that's what I'm going to college to become. I do this all for free on my own time by the way, so if you ever just want someone to complain to, someone to listen, someone to just chat with. I'm here, always and at anytime. :] Please email me. email: harber_a@yahoo.com Best of wishes to all of you. Hang in there.
I will make this quick because I’m preparing to die any minute. I’ve become so fed up with the world—with all the people who said they’d be there for me when I needed them. I’ve fought with depression for years and its finally got the better of me. I sit here writing this feeling myself drift in and out of consciousness after taking 12 Oxycodon pills and slitting my wrist and I’m kind of upset I’m getting blood all over my keyboard. The love of my life doesn’t love me, isn’t that a pity party everyone goes through? Only I’m not sure people truly understand […]
Its how I feel most of the time. I want to say I just feel stupid most of the time but that’s not the word I’m looking for. I’m extremely hard on myself and reaching out for help is something I hardly ever do. I guess you could say I’m the type who always offers to help ((even people I don’t know)) but never actually asks for help myself especially when I need it. I try to help people as best I can on this site by offering to listen to them, but I feel as if no one will listen to me ((on and […]
Tonight I will die.
“If it makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad?”
I ask myself that question everyday, I have a decent life. Nothing horrible by far, and yet I feel like I’m nothing.
I’ve spun out of control and I can’t stand myself anymore.
I have friends
I have family
I have a home, materialistic items, the world’s at my finger tips
and I don’t want it.
I’m pushing everything away, I feel I am a burden to my friends and family and I have no one to talk to.
I’ve tried to kill myself 3 times before and nothing has worked…partly because I didn’t want […]
The consequences that I’ve rendered, I’ve gone and fucked things up again.
There’s no point in living anymore if you’re just existing.