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The effects of suicide on family and friends.

It felt like nothing at first.

by .marie. 10/19/2013

written by .marie.

Anyone ever had something terrible done to them? I did. Police, doctors counsellors. Everyone was concerned. I wasn’t. Was I suppose to? I was upset sure, but everyone assumed I was suicidal, depressed, I was crazy, I needed help. Putting words in my mouth. Sure I was depressed I still am and was way before this, and sure I’m suicidal but I’ve been for a long time. This changed nothing. Or I though it didn’t. It was funny the first few months I acted like nothing happened. Everyone was concerned, and I was neutral to the whole thing. It never hit me. But as months […]

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Hey people lets Skype or something

by FrostDemon 10/19/2013

written by FrostDemon

Hey if any one wants to chat or something send me an invite on Skype we can video chat or IM it doesn’t matter. My SN is Frosty66686. just mention this site so i know who or where ur coming from. send me an invite anytime ill accept it.

10/19/2013 2 comments

It ends tonight.

by hellblau 10/19/2013

written by hellblau

My Â legs begin to break, iÂ walked this path for far too long, my lungs, they start to ache, but still i’mÂ carry on.Â I’m choking on my words like i got a noose around my neck. IÂ can’t believe it’s come to this, and i fear, i fear, that the end is near. I fear that the fear is ending tonight.

I fear this is the end, this happens all the time, this happens every day,
But I never seem to quit.

I can’t stop the bleeding, and it’s only getting worse, this happens all the time
This happens every day
But I never seem to quit.

Only the dead have […]

10/19/2013 1 comment

A Bit Of Reflection…

by PainNlife 10/17/2013

written by PainNlife

As the time draws near and the time for my exit gets close I can’t help but wonder “is this what I really want?”

The end…The final breath…The final speck of light that will flee from my eyes as they go blank as I gaze at the sky….

Is this really what it has come to?

All the hours in school; Pointless

All my memories; Lost

All my progress in life thus far; Gone

All my achievements; Forfeited

All my favorite things; Erased

Everything that I have ever experienced; Forgotten

But as I reflect upon these things I had an epiphany ….Whether I die on the date I have scheduled or not….these things still […]

10/17/2013 8 comments

Loud Tired White Walls

by BlueInfinity 10/17/2013

written by BlueInfinity

Somedays I just lay in my bed staring at the walls in silence. I get so busy in letting my thoughts run that an hour will casually slip by, just like that. Sometimes two.
Staring at these white walls.
Not listening to music, not sleeping, not on my laptop, not even moving a twitch. I just let myself breathe in silence.
And I wonder adding up all those hours, adding into days, weeks of endless uselessness of nothing when I go to meet God will he damn me for these days of wasting my “precious” life he gave? The big man will ask me, why […]

10/17/2013 0 comment

Silence mean nothing to no one but me.

by hellblau 10/16/2013

written by hellblau

10/16/2013 1 comment

Real Eyes, Realize Real Lies.

by .marie. 10/16/2013

written by .marie.

Read the title again. Do have those eyes? Do you see the lies? You might think you do, but many of you (myself included) do not see the most obvious of lies, the ones from the people you love the most. When you love someone oh so dearly, you don’t want to see the bad out of them whether it be a boyfriend, mother, father, husband, wife, best friend etc. But let me tell you when you finally see those lies. It will hit you. I’m not saying everyone around you is bad. But those people you call friends, are they really your friends? When […]

10/16/2013 3 comments

Tides will bring me back to you.

by hellblau 10/16/2013

written by hellblau

That little kiss you stole, it held my heart and soul.Â And like a ghost in the silence i disappear, don’t try to fight the storm, you’ll tumble overboard. Tides will bring me back to you.

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The Girl That Shredded My Heart

by life_sucks 10/16/2013

written by life_sucks

To the girl thay wrecked my wotld. i met you the 2nd of september i was 16 you were 15 now im 18 for thag two yeats she my my first real true one and olny love and we were eachothothera forst for wverything.we gave our hearts to eachother but she had a problem, talkimg to other guys and cheating on me, the ise of razor blades and burns of her name on my arm staryed coming into place, we tryed and tryed a lived her with all of my heary and then it lead to depression which led to any kind of pain killers […]

10/16/2013 2 comments

Imagine.

by mh___ 10/15/2013

written by mh___

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Imagine…Imagine your brand new baby will be welcomed to the world today. Imagine the happiness you will feel, the pride you’ll feel when you see his or her beautiful face. Imagine the love, like you’ve never felt before and you feel that you couldn’t love anything more in the world no matter what. Now imagine you’re five years down the road. Your baby is walking and talking and playing in the other room. Starting kindergarten, in his or her own world. Imagine the bittersweet feeling on that first day of school. Imagine the love, like you’ve never felt before and you feel that […]

10/15/2013 9 comments

gestorben

by hellblau 10/14/2013

written by hellblau

Donâ€™t say Iâ€™m better off dead, cause heavenâ€™s full and hell wonâ€™t have me. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Can you help me to stop sinking? Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â […]

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No food for the wicked

by Alayna 10/13/2013

written by Alayna

My friends tell me I have an eating disorder…I told them they where full of shit…but they aren’t I’m not stupid I know that not eating is killing me but I cant eat…it makes me feel sick even thinking about it…Maybe being skinny will make my mom love me again…

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10/13/2013 3 comments

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To: ANYONE

by Blake SinBad 10/13/2013

written by Blake SinBad

Dear ANYONE,

My ARMS, THIGHS, STOMACH, and ANKLES are adorned with the marks of my THANKS TO YOU.

This SLIT is to thank you for all the PAIN you’ve caused me.

This CUT is to thank you for the TORTURE you put me through.

This SLASH is for the LOVE you never gave me.

This GASH is for the HOURS I lie awake.

This SLICE is for the NAMES you’ve given me.

Every MARK I have made is because of YOU.

…Yet you don’t see that…

…All you see is me…

…And how much you hate me…

…Well here’s my perfect weapon…

BYE.

-Love,

NOBODY

(a.k.a. ME)

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10/13/2013 5 comments

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people just suck

by hateself 10/13/2013

written by hateself

i really dont like people give them any opportunity and they will hurt u and take advantage of ur vulnerabilities trusting in people just leads to dissapointment and expecting people to do the right thing leads to even more disappointment even ur family will take whoevers side is against u they wont listen to ur argument either all they care about is what u did wrong not wat anyone else has done to u. the day i can sustain myself monetarily will b the day i leave my family all behind forever i wont write wont visit not even if theyve been hospitalized after leaving […]

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10/13/2013 3 comments

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I am a slow motion suicide.

by hellblau 10/13/2013

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10/13/2013 1 comment

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Can you?

by hellblau 10/13/2013

written by hellblau

I’m scared to get close and i hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher i get, the lower i’ll sink.
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim.

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10/13/2013 6 comments

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hmm.. What to do..

by MarryJayne17 10/9/2013

written by MarryJayne17

Hey, I’m new to this site, I have been reading posts on it every night for a while now, and always intended to make an account but haven’t until today. I know that no one know anything about me, or that i even exist, so this probably won’t get read, but just figured i’d see if it helps to write how I feel instead of keeping it to myself like i always do. I’m sorry that this is so long, i guess, if your bored, have fun. but i doubt anyone will read it anywasys, and if you do, you most likely won’t finish it. […]

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10/9/2013 3 comments

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Can I just go?

by Lost.In.This.Careless.World 10/8/2013

written by Lost.In.This.Careless.World

In my health class, we’re doing the “Jason Foundation”. Which is a suicide prevention program our school does for all health classes. We watched a video from it and it showed what these people are going through and it showed a Guy cutting himself. I didn’t want to watch it so I looked at this packet we had to fill out and a Guy said “Why aren’t you
watching? Does your past hurt you, attention whore?”

Honestly, it did hurt watching it. But, that’s complete BS that some Guy, WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’VE BEEN THROUGH, would give me crap because I have […]

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10/8/2013 3 comments

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What to do

by Lost.In.This.Careless.World 10/8/2013

written by Lost.In.This.Careless.World

Honestly, I don’t know what to do anymore. My best friend committed suicide a few months ago and I’m just dead on the inside. I’m numb to everything and pain doesn’t phase me. My life gets tougher and tougher everyday, even when I think its getting better..its not… I need to do something .instead of just wishing I was gone.

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10/8/2013 1 comment

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My Mother drives me towards suicide

by Kitty_Kat 10/6/2013

written by Kitty_Kat

So, for all intensive purposes my name is Kat, and I’m almost 17 years old. I am a junior in high school, i am involved in Theatre, Choir, Winterguard, and occasionally Martial arts. I have friends who love me, but their love just isn’t enough. I dread going home everyday because I know that my mother will soon be there and I have to obey her every command. If i even show the slightest rebellion, it turns into a shouting match of her telling me how worthless I am and that a child’s place in this world is to be seen and not heard. We […]

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10/6/2013 2 comments

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