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The effects of suicide on family and friends.

Ugh

by depressednihilist95
written by depressednihilist95

Life is a depressing experience. Each day at college, I feel like I’m being forced against my will to conform to society. I’m only going to college because it’s either that, work for no reason, or suicide (such great choices). Seriously, there is no reason for me to work because I don’t want life. I’ve thought I might want a boyfriend, but I’ve never had one, and why bother? Relationships never last, and I’ve been told that I’m too sick to have one (so I guess I’m also unworthy of love). I don’t look forward to anything after college, or life in general. To be […]

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Is It?

by DayDreamer6
written by DayDreamer6

Is it sad that the only reason I’m still living is for my pets?

Is it sad that I steal my mothers pain medication?

Is it sad that I sleep with a football player who I have no feelings for?

Is it sad that whenever people ask me if I’m okay I avoid the question?

Is it sad that every day I dream about ending my life?

Is it sad that the only response I give people is “I don’t care”?

Is it sad that I’ve drawn everyone away?

Is it sad that my father doesn’t even know how to spell my name?

Is it sad that I’m so desperate for help that […]

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Life… People…

by ham
written by ham

I never know what to do. People these days are so rude and its supposed to be ‘funny’? People can be so mean to you and you’re supposed to think its ‘funny’. I am sick today. Partly because i have been feeling down for quite a while. I have been playing a few games on my computer just to have some fun with my spare time. And then my ‘friend’ at school can see me playing games. So he tells people how i am ‘sick’ when i am actually sick and andy from my class tells me “This is big boy bobby. I heard u […]

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Justifiable suicide?

by thatdaydreamer
written by thatdaydreamer

I’m hoping this post triggers a discussion, because I need to hear some opinions from some people who don’t know me personally. All comments would be appreciated.

I’m soon to turn 24 and have been ill since I was 7. Over the years, my physical illness has made me feel extremely anxious, embarrassed, ashamed and worthless. The severity of my illness has fluctuated, causing periods of false hope which result in deeper and deeper depression every time I’m back to my normal, bedridden state.

My illness (which I shan’t fully describe), among many other unpleasant symptoms, leaves me in constant pain which is not even touched […]

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Depressed badly

by lissbabe
written by lissbabe

When you just wanna go back to being that girl you are but you have to hide, well I wanna I just want to go to my room and cut my arms and feel better but how the fuck will that work all that’s gonna happen is for parents to get pissed off and kick me out but I’m not that perfect daughter not anymore now I’m different and in a girl who has to put on a fake smile and be faking happiness but nobody accepts me for who I am please tell me how to get out this hole again

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a hurdle overcome

by E
written by E

I’ve had my first full proper meal in front of my family instead of on my own and i haven’t purged it nor do i have any intention to

this is a crazy achievement on its own but coupled with the fact im finally okay with eating at all its crazy im still not okay with my weight but that can take a back seat.

i can’t believe this one thing has changed my view in life so dramatically. it might only be for a few hours or days idk. but its a kind of happiness of pride id forgotten i could feel. and […]

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Hi

by Lily_Lemon
written by Lily_Lemon

          Hey, what’s new? Nothing? Well me too. Just been feeling down. I only have 2 BFFs and I spend most of my time on the internet. I’m usually loud, crazy and fun. Now? I’m different. I’m sort of feeling depressed and crying about the littlest things. (No it isn’t menstruation). 

 

I’m new to this website. Don’t hate please.

 

Just had to get that out there. I’m in 6th grade by the way. I have a scary grandma that makes me cry a lot. I have a loving grandpa and dad. Also I have a dog named Cassie. If you meet my grandma, […]

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hard work vs intelligence

by shadowmask
written by shadowmask

I want to be a Surgical PA. I’m currently a senior in HS and I know I may not be smart enough to carry out this task. I work very hard though and if I study and practice I do end up getting a good grade. Although in medicine you can study for hours and still not get a good result. If this is my fate I dont want to start just to quit. Those of you who have higher education, or are in medicine what is your opinion?

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I have no reason to be as sucktastic as I am

by whyiseverythinggray
written by whyiseverythinggray

I had a relatively good upbringing. Compared to what some other people on this site have had to go through, I have had an easy life. I have a loving wife and loving children. My children are what keeps me here.

But I hate that I exist. I have never hated anyone enough to murder them. Except for myself. I have constant fantasies of different ways to destroy my body. Those fantasies bring me peace.

I was halfway to a big city last night where I was going to jump from the top of a tall parking garage. A sign over the freeway told me that there […]

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Young and Over it

by justmehere
written by justmehere

I guess my last post wasn’t very explanatory. I’m still in highschool. Just a kid to most people…

I was in elementary school the first time my mom went to jail. I woke up one morning and she just wasn’t there. The story is that my dad and her had gotten in to a huge fight-physically too-and when someone called the cops she was arrested because she was so intoxicated.

Over the next few years she kept drinking heavily. It got to a point that I wouldn’t see her for days or weeks at a time because she was locked in her room drinking or even popping […]

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Starting Fresh

by usedgirl
written by usedgirl

Today has been one of the toughest day of my life. I block all those people who have hurt me. Why bother keeping in touch with them, why bother letting them know that I’m dying, they won’t care. Like today I lost a friendship today. I spoke the truth, but he either didn’t care or just to worry about his past that he didn’t want another problem. Or maybe I was blabbing my mouth just to get him out my life. But I’ve realized that it was a sign. Him and the others weren’t worth my attention because they never wanted it in the first […]

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Texts i never sent him

by brokenprincessteen
written by brokenprincessteen

How i fricking miss you and your texts. How i fricking miss how we talked for hours. How you came after me. How we liked each other. How we would go home together. How you would ***** about her to me. Now tables have turned. Im lonely. You are with her. Everywhere. So close. I never was. So physically close. Do you like that. But i didnt want to freak you out. I could have flirted with you the way she always does. But i didnt want to be her. But now you prefer her dont you. You dont even say hi. You fricking dont […]

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My Life

by im_ALIVE
written by im_ALIVE

Okay so I’m literally not joking when I’m say: My family is planning my life. No arranged dates or marriages (hopefully never) but they planned which college I’m going to, what my major will be, where I’ll go for grad school, my job my life my EVERYTHING. I never get a word in MY life.

I just wanna do what I wanna do. Sure I might not get well paid, but at least I’ll be happy. I mean, I’ll be spending most of my life doing my job, right? Then shouldn’t it be a job which I’ll be happy doing? I mean, what’s the point in […]

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I’m a ship sailing, and the seas are rough

by No_where_to_run
written by No_where_to_run

I don’t know what brought me to this website. First I was googling resources on suicide prevention  and it brought up a link, and here I am. To start things off, I’m not the kind of girl that would be found on here, according to my friends I’m a social butterfly, friendly, sweet and kind hearted. Why I may be those things, I’m also a lot for things no one could even imagine. My family would be completely devastated if they knew the thought of suicide was even slipping into my mind. Of course, people always say “you should see a councillor and get some […]

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pointless

by shadowmask
written by shadowmask

I told my bestfriends i think of suicide everynight. Of course i didnt just randomly bring up the suject. They demand to know whats wrong. Then when i tell them they say oh you already told me that. Okay so did you want to know for your health? they didnt even give a fuck. Confiding in other people is pointless

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iv be came numb

by Honey_bee00
written by Honey_bee00

its been a few months since iv been on! but is it wrong for one person love 2 ppl at the same time?
iv been in love with my ex for almost a year now. but iv cut all connections with him. cuz he leads me on and ditches me all the time
but there is something i get over him.
and the guy I’m with currently treats me like a queen.
but my ex has saved my life from my trying to kill myself but then he always makes me want to do it.
almost a year ago i got raped
so many ppl […]

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hello, fellow Sufferers!

by Tori
written by Tori

Hi.

So, uh, I’m new to this website.

Let me introduce myself– my nickname is Tori.

And I’d like to help others instead of helping myself.

that is all

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I think a nice way to try to prevent yourself from cutting is to draw a small flower and write the initial of your closest friend in the middle. When you feel like cutting, you look at your little flower  (where ever you place it, not all people cut their wrists) and remind yourself that you, my dear, are perfect and as fragile as a flower, and you are a wonderful creation that DESERVES to exist. Also, please be strong. I […]

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How My SD Was Born

by The Lost Girl
written by The Lost Girl

I am a 20 Year Old That Had a Rough Life I have Watch A Dog Die of Poison That Not Many People Know How I Felt When it Happened and I Watched My Mum Have a Heartattack and I Still Get The Blame Till This Very Day and I have Been Around Drunken Violent Brothers and I have Watched My Friends and Been Bullied and Cyber Bullied and I have Always Been There For Them And I Have Had To say Goodbye To My Black Cat That I Loved Like a Daughter and I have Watched My 2 Guinie Pigs Die and I am […]

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Understanding the Damned

by KissOfDeath
written by KissOfDeath

I don’t expect you to understand,

no one ever does.

Our own mental status should be controlled by our own hands.

We are all condemned to death,

so why are we just sitting around?

Like ticking time bombs,

why not handle our own miserable lives,

instead of allowing others to choose our fate.

 

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