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im getting much worse!

by insecure-wreck 9/2/2014

written by insecure-wreck

I hate how I’m in so much pain the muscles on my body are so tensed n I can’t even relax now I’m stuck in a loop of pain n misery my spine need to get better if not I will be in pain forever I don’t want that. I’m tired all the time I don’t like to be in so much pain I feel like I’m never going to get any better my spine n back are messing up my whole body n the bones everything is different my neck is forward but twisted the muscles are so everything is such a bothersome for […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

this is my goodbye

by 1ofLifesFailures 9/2/2014

written by 1ofLifesFailures

I didn’t do it, I never will hopefully.

While I do think that suicide should be a human right, I can safely say that unless I was unfortunate enough to be diagnosed with some

sort of horrible disease I don’t think I will ever kill myself.

🙂

Sorry for wasting the time of anyone who read the original post.

Peace and Love to you all.

🙂

9/2/2014 6 comments

disconnect and self destruct one moment at a time

by kristink 9/2/2014

written by kristink

my mind is racing with all kinds of negative thoughts. therapy is getting hard and heavy. been feeling physically sick with the stress. i am in a very fragile state. been stirring up the shit in therapy and something big is lurking just below the surface. i don’t know what it is but i can cry at the drop of the hat. i am supposed to be trying hypnosis but at the moment it terrifies me. i am scared . something momentous is going to happen and no one outside of therapy knows it. i am withdrawing from family/friends because i just don’t want to […]

9/2/2014 0 comment

Cutting

by svana 9/2/2014

written by svana

I am an American currently living in England as a part of the United States Air Force. I’d really like to talk to anyone that is/was a cutter. Nothing personal I swear. Just a few really quick questions. I can email or use KIK or Viber. Please leave a comment if you feel comfortable talking to me. I just really need some advice :/ Thanks

9/2/2014 8 comments

erm…

by Namelessqueer 9/2/2014

written by Namelessqueer

I feel better than I have in weeks. Still nervous and worried but I have a smile on my face. I am finding it difficult to focus. I’m finding it difficult to go on in certain ways. I need to figure certain things out. Maybe this isn’t what I’m meant to do in life. maybe I should run away. I’ve always wanted to run away, like Holden Caulfield. I think I should give this life a try and then see if I still feel the same in a few months.

I’ve gained some weight and I’m still getting use to my body. It feels like it […]

9/2/2014 1 comment

benadryl

by lovemyshihtzu 9/2/2014

written by lovemyshihtzu

I love it. it’s legal and makes me sleepy and high as hell depending how much little pink pills I take. just three enough to make me not walk straight and see things moving that aren’t… I hope they slowly kill me

9/2/2014 2 comments

I’m old, sick, and alone. WTF are all these kids doing here?

by Casey123 9/2/2014

written by Casey123

I’m old, sick, and alone and I’m going to do it very soon because I found out that I happen to have the right combination of pills to take with alcohol. I’ve had a hard life but all you kids who are thinking of doing it need to realize that you will go through life and have hard times and good times. Things do get better until you are old, sick, and alone. That’s when you have the moral right to do away with yourself! I’ve been homeless in my 50s and still didn’t do it then. My ex husband tried to get me to […]

9/2/2014 10 comments

Can someone Strangle me?

by EvilKitten 9/2/2014

written by EvilKitten

Seriously. I’ve tried and failed to take my own life, and my family will hurt less if I get “murdered”.

I’m in California. You’d think finding a way to “accidentally” die here would be easier…

9/2/2014 6 comments

fuck I wish somebody would just respond

by FreedomAndMisery 9/2/2014

written by FreedomAndMisery

So I posted my life story and some of the main reasons I want to die A few hours ago and ive never been able to tell anyone about any of that, well most of it.
I really want some feedback.
At least confirm that youve actually read it.
Thanks

9/2/2014 1 comment

ever feel like you want to take them with you?

by FreedomAndMisery 9/2/2014

written by FreedomAndMisery

Im sad and angry. Very much of both.
I toy with the idea of taking the life of some motherfucking douchbag that doesn’t deserve the life they were born into. But I cannot do it.
It angers me that someone so pure at heart can get the shaft and be born to a broken home and ya ya blah blah blah boo hoo etc, yet some fucking foul piece of shit can have it all; loving family, high metabolism, a perfectly not undersized manhood, opportunity.
God is cruel.

9/2/2014 4 comments

Dark Times

by darktimes7 9/2/2014

written by darktimes7

Hello,

I have recently being going through the hardest time of my life and I have been attending some talk therapy sessions.

I have been told talking about my problems helps but I don’t want people knowing about my problems at the same time so I decided to start an anonymous blog regarding my experiences and I would just like to share the blog with you if thats ok.

http://darktimes7.wordpress.com

Thank You.

9/2/2014 1 comment

FeelingReadytoleave

by FeelingReadytoleave 9/2/2014

written by FeelingReadytoleave

.Im hoping to find some like minded people (just one person will be Enough)…who DONT think that suicide is wrong and who, like me, feel it can possibly be a very compassionate act to relieve a painful OR Unsatisfying Life. I want to go for reasons I can explain later but I havnt worked out all the details yet. So its not an exact immediate thing and fortunately Im not so miserable YET as to do ANYTHING to leave. If this resonates with anyone , I would very much appreciate speaking to someone like minded. I dont feel afraid at all of the […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

Perhaps

by Xuonimo 9/2/2014

written by Xuonimo

Good day everyone,

Terribly sorry for seeming helpless and sharing too much of my personal issues here, but when one is desperate for help they take any opportunity.

I’ve been researching on ways to avert suicide and I came upon this site. I have been battling against suicidal thoughts since I was 11 after a classmate demonstrated, in front of our very eyes, how to slash wrists. (Mind you, she just wanted to show how brave and utterly reckless she was for doing something that makes her feel above others who couldn’t, at the time, even consider harming themselves.) – I followed her footsteps when […]

9/2/2014 3 comments

it’s been said…now i wait

by overit20 9/2/2014

written by overit20

I have a huge heart and helped out the man I was/am in love with by helping him buy a car. Since we purchased it in February, excuse me, since I, he has given me very little for it. Something else came up so he talked me into getting a title loan on it for him. The car is all in my name and he wants me to tag it…which means everything will continue to be in my name. I want out from under it. It was suppose to be a few month deal and he’s doing nothing to change it. We currently are friends […]

9/2/2014 8 comments

life

by LiveyRoo 9/2/2014

written by LiveyRoo

so update, i know its been a long time since my last one, but here it is :
my cuz kicked me out, after i told her that she is a **** faced lying *****, i went into a treatment facility twice in the span of three weeks, and lost my job because of it, along with a seperate issue, i am living with a friend now, but i cant find a job within walkin distance to help with the bills. and i relapsed tonight severly, i have been toying with the plan to drink a cup of lavender cleaner, i am deathly allergic to […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

bet ur better off than me

by FreedomAndMisery 9/2/2014

written by FreedomAndMisery

I grew up raising myself from age 8 onwards. Prior to that I witnessed my elders shooting up cocaine, having sexual relations and committing violent acts.
My mother was 16 when i was cut out of that wretched *****. I hate(d) her with everything in me. Maybe hate was the wrong word but DESPISE definitely isn’t. When I was four years old I tried to kill her. I remember it vividly. When it came to crunch time I regretfully saved her life. (((To protect my anonymity im not going to reveal the method)))
Four years later I was cooking my […]

9/2/2014 7 comments

Being honest..

by EvilKitten 9/2/2014

written by EvilKitten

So, I’m broke. Lonely. Celibate, and plan to stay that way. I’ve been trying to find ways that I can make money. I haven’t worked in 8 years. I just turned 27. Are there short pudgy exotic dancers? Cuz that might be kinda fun, but I’m not skinny. I like dressing up, and I like it when guys look at me and wish they could have me. It’s flattering. But given that my body type isn’t “Barbie”, I’m just wondering if there’s any possibility in this career choice.

Thoughts? Suggestions?

9/2/2014 8 comments

Am I ugly?

by empty glass 9/2/2014

written by empty glass

Am I ugly? Please give me a honest answer. Have a nice day, everyone 🙂

http://i.imgur.com/BlI9RbB.jpg

9/2/2014 7 comments

The great expectation.

by No_where_to_run 9/2/2014

written by No_where_to_run

I’m never good enough, I never make the right decisions, according to everyone else. I managed to pull A’s and B’s out of my ass when my mother passed away. I went back to classes two weeks after my entire life was destroyed before my eyes and yet I passed a university semester with flying colors. So, I tell my parents, being my step mother and father that I want to take an aerial silks class to, you know..do something for myself for once. I am a straight A student, I personal train three days a week and I hold a really good job, and […]

9/2/2014 2 comments

I’m a ship sailing, and the seas are rough

by No_where_to_run 9/2/2014

written by No_where_to_run

I don’t know what brought me to this website. First I was googling resources on suicide prevention and it brought up a link, and here I am. To start things off, I’m not the kind of girl that would be found on here, according to my friends I’m a social butterfly, friendly, sweet and kind hearted. Why I may be those things, I’m also a lot for things no one could even imagine. My family would be completely devastated if they knew the thought of suicide was even slipping into my mind. Of course, people always say “you should see a councillor and get some […]

9/2/2014 13 comments

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