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So bad..

by JustBreathing 8/29/2014

written by JustBreathing

I can’t do this.. Whenever i find reason to be a little bit happy, someone destroy it.. They say something or do something that makes me feel not good enough.. I am not super model and i have normal body but my mother always tells me that I am fat and that i need to think what I eat.. But she is the one who buys me sweets and bad food but when i say that to her she just ignore me..Some guy at school tell me I am fat every day but i think I can ignore him because I don’t like him..And then […]

8/29/2014 7 comments

lonelyplatypus

by yagharek 8/29/2014

written by yagharek

8/29/2014 5 comments

Struggling to find a reason

by dysphoria 8/29/2014

written by dysphoria

I’ve had mental and emotional problems starting at a young age, and I thought I knew how to control them (I was sadly mistaken). Instead of seeing my problems through, I would bury them deep down and dismiss them completely.

That used to work for me, but as I get older and more mature, it’s becoming harder and harder.

The smallest of things will trigger my downward spiral of depression and suicidal thoughts and I’m at a point where I’m scared of what might happen.

I have no money, or insurance, but I have been actively seeking help at local mental clinics.

I really struggling to keep hope/faith in […]

8/29/2014 2 comments

by insecure-wreck 8/29/2014

written by insecure-wreck

I hate being in pain my back n muscles hurt why. I really want to get better but I don’t know how long I can wait before I just give in my spine is curved it messing up my whole body because the spine has a whole bunch of nerves n it makes me feel awful about myself I don’t want this pain

8/29/2014 1 comment

iv be came numb

by Honey_bee00 8/29/2014

written by Honey_bee00

its been a few months since iv been on! but is it wrong for one person love 2 ppl at the same time?
iv been in love with my ex for almost a year now. but iv cut all connections with him. cuz he leads me on and ditches me all the time
but there is something i get over him.
and the guy I’m with currently treats me like a queen.
but my ex has saved my life from my trying to kill myself but then he always makes me want to do it.
almost a year ago i got raped
so many ppl […]

8/29/2014 2 comments

Tears

by BrokenClock 8/29/2014

written by BrokenClock

Again.

It’s always hard to sleep.

8/29/2014 1 comment

Simple Questions

by depressednihilist95 8/29/2014

written by depressednihilist95

What do you do when someone who you love leaves your life forever, and you never feel that same way with anyone ever again?

What do you do when you find out you love someone much too late?

8/29/2014 1 comment

Superfluous Sunrise

by pondersaurus 8/29/2014

written by pondersaurus

You label me as high functioning. Apparently that is my anchor. The fact I can go to work and attend university. That I present a facade of normality that rivals that of any you have ever seen. I assume, in the way it is delivered, that it is meant to be a compliment. That it manifests in some super human strength to carry on living while I am already dead. The reality is much less glamorous. I spend my work days pretending to bother myself with their petty and inconsequential issues, generally a result of their own stupidity. Then I go to school, and expend […]

8/29/2014 0 comment

Beautiful agony

by Black rose 8/29/2014

written by Black rose

I guess I’m a walking irony, I have severe depression and social anxiety and you know what it was cause because I helped people and took on there problems but didn’t have anybody to talk to about my own. You know what’s even worse when I joined this site, I got locked out because I kept checking my page so much to see if anybody had bothered replying to me and I felt even more alone because of that, like even the website put there for people like me doesn’t want me. I’m that much of a screw oh that this site hates me too. […]

8/29/2014 14 comments

Is it time?

by No_more_pain 8/29/2014

written by No_more_pain

Most of you don’t know me, because I’ve usually been pretty quiet here. I’ve read a lot of posts over the years here, however. A precious few of them have even made me feel better, for a time. Thanks to this site and those people who have posted here for making me feel better, if only for a little while.

I’m thinking about bringing things to a close this weekend. I don’t want to back myself into a corner by making it a firm decision, but I think it might be time.

I let it slip at work today that I might not be coming into work […]

8/29/2014 16 comments

Failure

by firegirl 8/29/2014

written by firegirl

I tried to kill myself , I just looked at the gun and couldn’t do it, can I not even do that right ? I want to die so why can I not just do it !!!!!!

8/29/2014 9 comments

Taking Stuff I Shouldn’t

by seppuku 8/29/2014

written by seppuku

Well, that could almost be the story of my life.

But I’ve never been much of a drug addict.

I’ve taken a lot of crap from people and kept my mouth shut.

Now I want to take some shit to shut up the crap in my head (see what I did there?)

The stuff is called N, it comes in powdered form, it was not purchased for this purpose.

I get unbelievably lonely and bored as I don’t have a job or many mates to hang with.

I’m like the 60’s housewife popping pills to get through her day.

I need to man (woman?) up and do stuff with my life, but […]

8/29/2014 10 comments

I don’t know where else to turn.

by abbystarr95 8/29/2014

written by abbystarr95

It seems to me like suicide is my only way out. Everything started going down hill when I graduated from high school 3 months ago. I moved into my own apartment. My parents have never been supportive and were abusive. I was going to college to get my nursing degree. I was determined to work and go to school full time. Over the past month, I have lost everything except the roof over my head. I’m working myself to death rolling burritos at Taco Bell. I’ve lost most of my friends over the summer due to either me moving or them going to college. I […]

8/29/2014 5 comments

I’m done.

by ishmael 8/29/2014

written by ishmael

8/29/2014 1 comment

I don’t know!

by Flanker 8/28/2014

written by Flanker

I rarely post here, but I guess it’s about time I do.

I don’t know how to describe my life, it’s not gonna come across as a fucked up one to you I bet. My family is supportive in every sense, yes. I could simply go to them in case I ever have a problem, however, I have rarely exercised that option. Passed out of school with grades that could let me have admission in pretty much any commerce college one would want here. Enough buddies to get wasted with at nights. If I need their help, I could call any of them even at 2 […]

8/28/2014 9 comments

Suicide is calling me.

by Lipu 8/28/2014

written by Lipu

It was the supreme power, matrix or whatever it is called wanted me to suffer. That’s why all those escape routes I could have were brutally eliminated. I am made to loose and suffer. Family is one big cause of this mess but there were other reasons too. No matter how much I try, the supreme power will always derail it. May my life end quickly. Hopefully today. On this auspicious occasion of Ganesh Puja, a religious Hindu festival I want to finish this mess called life.

8/28/2014 7 comments

White dove

by sunflower 8/28/2014

written by sunflower

I just got done watching The Last SOng, which is a total tear jerking… im in love with this movie and the message it sends. My mom is a cancer patient, she has a type of Leukemia. Ive wasted so much time with her, ive been rude, not understanding, really selfish, and at any moment her health could turn for the worth and she could be gone from my life. SHe is the one person who I could literally not live without, she is MY rock she is my everything and i dont think ive told her enough just how much i really love her. […]

8/28/2014 1 comment

bitter

by thom wye 8/28/2014

written by thom wye

I’m 24, sort of successful with my studies I guess, got a bachelors degree in math, admitted to a US university to study math with tuition paid by teaching assistantship, good future and career ahead of me, if I cared for boasting, I would say I have pretty high IQ and stuff… my parents are proud, my sister is proud, my thesis supervisor is proud, my friends are proud.

I don’t care.

we broke up with my now ex-gf almost a year ago after a wonderful seven years. I’m not over it, I doubt I’ll ever will. and while I miss her every night (or someone she […]

8/28/2014 5 comments

hello, fellow Sufferers!

by Tori 8/28/2014

written by Tori

Hi.

So, uh, I’m new to this website.

Let me introduce myself– my nickname is Tori.

And I’d like to help others instead of helping myself.

that is all

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I think a nice way to try to prevent yourself from cutting is to draw a small flower and write the initial of your closest friend in the middle. When you feel like cutting, you look at your little flower (where ever you place it, not all people cut their wrists) and remind yourself that you, my dear, are perfect and as fragile as a flower, and you are a wonderful creation that DESERVES to exist. Also, please be strong. I […]

8/28/2014 3 comments

by kerryr 8/28/2014

written by kerryr

I’m probably going to kill myself tonight. I know I’ll be doing everyone I know a favor. Accutely I’m sure people will be sad and hurt but I’m certain over the long haul the world and everyone I’ve ever met will be better off without me.

8/28/2014 3 comments

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