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Living for others

by seppuku 8/4/2014

written by seppuku

My son is 18, he lives elsewhere, I’ve been a deadbeat mum due to something called bipolar disorder which rendered me incapable of making good decisions. I should have had my son adopted, my mum stepped in but later on she stepped right out and put my son into care at 8 while I had yet another psychotic breakdown. There is no dad for my child. He was psychotic, paranoid, a drug taker, denied paternity after refusing to use a condom for the one time we had sex.

Friends and relatives have good relationships with their kids, they were wanted and planned. Kills me inside.

The guilt […]

8/4/2014 15 comments

I can’t stop stressing over things I don’t even care about

by muffincakes 8/4/2014

written by muffincakes

No matter how hard I try to distract myself and think of good thoughts, the bad ones always come back and persist. It has gotten to the point where I just want to kill myself and end it all. I can’t handle anything anymore

8/4/2014 4 comments

im having a panic attack right now. ive been so good. but now. sigh

by LetItGo 8/4/2014

written by LetItGo

8/4/2014 29 comments

Never say it

by DawgMom 8/3/2014

written by DawgMom

Never ever tell anyone that you’re going to kill yourself. No matter how much you want to. Don’t do it. Just do it unless you’re not certain.

Then be willing to accept what they will do to you in order to ‘help’ you.

8/3/2014 10 comments

Misery

by darkseraph777 8/3/2014

written by darkseraph777

Take a look around don’t you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you’re feeling
Don’t feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There’s nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don’t you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, the misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don’t look good on me
Yeah I heard, the misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery’s my […]

8/3/2014 0 comment

Please take me away tonight

by Infectious208 8/3/2014

written by Infectious208

Tonight is really bad. I miss my girls so much. This is so hard to keep going through the days when the most important part of your life is gone, yet they are only minutes away and you cant go see them, call them, hug them, tell them you love them. I know ive made mistakes and done stupid things but I regret them honestly and truly. Doesnt that count for anything? I wish I would just die in my sleep tonight and be taken away from this hell.

8/3/2014 10 comments

Pathetic.

by Crayons 8/3/2014

written by Crayons

I am 21 years old. About to drop off college. Lives with a depressed mother. Jobless. Everyone i know really doesn’t care except for my mother. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I can imagine my friends doing fine without me. Maybe getting out of their lives is just what they need to see their own lives and silver linings. I feel like disease and i want to shut myself from the world. I lied about everything. Its my 6th year in college trying to finish up a two year course and i hate it so bad that i feel like im […]

8/3/2014 3 comments

Don’t You Wish We All Had Amnesia?

by Lily_of_the_Valley 8/3/2014

written by Lily_of_the_Valley

“Amnesia”

( by 5 Seconds of Summer )

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fineAre you somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you […]

8/3/2014 0 comment

need the hard stuff to distract myself

by Remnant The Unbroken 8/3/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

fucking urges to self destruct and self mutilate are so strong today….I can’t give in…come on, get it together Gianna, almost 4 weeks clean, don’t ruin it now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Pl76R8u4mg

8/3/2014 16 comments

im deciding.

by paingoaway 8/3/2014

written by paingoaway

my life is crap. it will always be. i have bipolar disorder. i will always have it. why should i keep going? im not even sad right now, im just being honest. I have two people who im living for, my gf and my son. I cant provide for them because of my issues right now, plus horrible economy. im poor, and black. i have health problems. i couldnt find love if my gf left me, which she might. I have 1 other friend. I live with my folks, and my family is sick just like me. Im thinking of killing myself, and writing a […]

8/3/2014 10 comments

Does therapy work?

by DawgMom 8/3/2014

written by DawgMom

Seriously. When you’re as depressed, unable to trust, wounded, afraid, anxious, angry, and lonely as many of us are, can we really be helped by a therapist? I used to think so but it almost seems like it makes things worse because the therapist thinks they want to help but have no idea what they’re in for. Once they find out they can’t handle it and start taking things personally and then react instead of guiding.

8/3/2014 3 comments

Becoming Who Broke Me – Relationships

by LilliEstLucifer 8/3/2014

written by LilliEstLucifer

This is a question that I am posting in hope of an answer, most of my other posts are simply because I need to get it off my chest, but this is a life situations I really need help on.

Maybe this isn’t the place to do it, but, well it links in.

I am a rape victim, I was caught up in an verbally, physically and sexually abusive relationship in my teens.

I have been with my partner for 2 years now, we have discussed engagement and everything is okay. That is exactly why I feel so trapped, it’s just so – ‘okay’. I mean we have […]

8/3/2014 7 comments

the fetish ghost

by onebullet 8/3/2014

written by onebullet

3 o clock in the mourning,about to fall completely sleep when the shadow of a man walks through my bedroom,he walks and walks for minutes,a big shadow,scary as shit,dont talks or makes any noises,just walks for minutes.I am too scare to shout,my body is completely paralized,as if the venom of the black spider dances through my blood,what if that spectral shadow is evil,i watch it for minutes just walkin,paranoid like if he is waiting or searching for someone,then the worst part of the ritual that starts at least one day per moth starts.The entity sits in my bed right beside my feet and starts to […]

8/3/2014 8 comments

Pointless blabbering.

by bornfordying123 8/3/2014

written by bornfordying123

After much contemplation, I’ve concluded that life is essentially pointless. It doesn’t make me depressed as much as it makes me apathetic to much that happens. But there is a certain freedom to apathy. It helps me see things for what they are, not through some emotional distortion, and see that life’s really not that complicated. In the end, enjoying life is the only worthwhile pursuit. And if you find yourself unable to enjoy life due to your circumstances, then you’re pretty much screwed (I’ve also concluded that life is inherently unfair).

Also, this site could do with a little DEATH METAL!….on the ukulele.

8/3/2014 1 comment

Time to do one of the few things that makes me happy…

by iRuiz55 8/3/2014

written by iRuiz55

Sleep and escape reality by dreaming instead shit even nightmares are better than my Real life -_-

8/3/2014 2 comments

I’m lost

by sufferinsilence 8/3/2014

written by sufferinsilence

This is a brief story of the past few years of my life nothing to something I guess. I’ve always just put one foot in front of the other I’ve tried a few times and was saved on all occasions I put my family and self through hell then I ran away from home I left everything behind and moved in with my best mate,things were good for awhile but I got into weed which agian not so bad but my best mate sister and her boyfriend did ice on a regular basis so I started that aswell,things went to shit fairly quickly I broke […]

8/3/2014 0 comment

Help Me

by rich51bruhh 8/3/2014

written by rich51bruhh

I have prevented my self from preparing for my death many times but today it feels stronger. I feel like getting up at this very moment and getting what i plan on using to end myself. I feel sad that this night (or shall I say early morning) could be the moment I final do it. Each time I have these thoughts of preparation I always look online for a place to talk to someone just to know someone is there. I have lost so many friends and just want someone to know what I have been feeling and what I plan to do just […]

8/3/2014 1 comment

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by quaero 8/3/2014

written by quaero

You are at an unmarked intersection … one way is the City of Lies and another way is the City of Truth. Citizens of the City of Lies always lie. Citizens of the City of Truth always tell the truth. A citizen of one of those cities (you don’t know which) is at the intersection. What question could you ask him to find the way to the City of Truth? (you can ask only one question)

8/3/2014 6 comments

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by quaero 8/3/2014

written by quaero

A can complete a work in 12 days and B can complete the same work in 24 days. In how many days A and B together complete the work?

8/3/2014 1 comment

Ouch

by marcusallan 8/3/2014

written by marcusallan

Just when I think I’m starting to feel better, like a punch in the face it reminds me how depressed I actually am and that what I really want more than anything is to not be here anymore. These feelings will be here forever

8/3/2014 2 comments

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