Home General
Category:

General

For general topics related to the site.

confused

by ihavenoidea132
written by ihavenoidea132

Do you know that moment when you don’t know what to do anymore. When your world is crashing down but you still have a stupid smile on your face. This is all happening to me,& I’m losing it. Yeah people out there have it worse than me & I shouldn’t be complaining but it’s just to much to handle. I just want to end it & leave it all behind. I have nothing to much to lose. The people who once gave a damn  about me just gave up on me. Now a couple days ago I lost the person I love thanks to my […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Sure, I’d LOVE to talk to someone about my problems. Simply LOVE to.

by OddOneOut
written by OddOneOut

But who’s gonna listen? You? You, the one who comes up to me with a sickly sweet voice saying “What’s wrong?”, and when I tell you, all you have to say is “You need some help, go talk to someone!” before walking the fuck away. That’s the sort of shit that makes people like me NOT talk, you inconsiderate son of a *****.
Everyday, every night, I’m looking. Looking all around me, at my Facebook account, at my Skype, at my phone contacts book, at my god damn life. And always wondering, “Who’s ever gonna listen to me?”.

No-one, that’s who. And the ironic thing is […]

Continue Reading
8 comments
0 Email

lament

by Tormenting Dreams
written by Tormenting Dreams

What road did i turn down that lead to this?

i wonder what had truly happened

the years that past, that left us behind

if i had the hands of time i would rewind

i cant change who you are

i cant erase all those scars

but did you have to mark me to?
the past of pasts it runs through and through

to break the cycle, break who you are

before your sense have ran to far

there worn out and stretched thin

so where do we truly begin?

they say to help, help yourself

you dont want it, u like the hand thats dealt

one mans pain is another mans pleasure

you hold it close like its […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Boys..?

by marissa1118
written by marissa1118

Last year I had a bf for 4 months. Not exactly the longest relationship, but it was still pretty long. We had 4 classes together and lunch. His name was John. He was my everything and I was his. We were the couple that everyone thought was cute and would last forever you know? Of course it didn’t. We ended really bad. I tried to be friends with him but I miss him, and I think I still like him. He doesn’t want anything to do with me. He’s embarrassed to talk to me. Why does it hurt so much?

Continue Reading
0 comment
0 Email

Why Are People So Mean?

by marissa1118
written by marissa1118

I’m a very sensitive person. I just don’t understand how people can be so mean to people they don’t even know. Or being mean in general. You all know the saying “sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.” But they do hurt, they hurt more then sticks and stones. I don’t know how to stop the words from entering my mind even after pushing them out. Words like; annoying, *****, lazy, fat, ****, mean, slut, whore. I have been called every single one. I tried to stop cutting but I cant.

I don’t have anyone to talk to. My sister […]

Continue Reading
6 comments
0 Email

Lies

by marissa1118
written by marissa1118

Everybody lies, right? Like we all make mistakes and tell lies once in a while. But I seriously messed up. When I was really suicidal, my sister helped me threw it. She didn’t know how I wanted to die, but she became my bestfriend. The other day, we got into a huge fight, and I told my parents that she had sex and did drugs. and they confronted her and I lied and said that I didn’t tell them. But I did. And I think she knew I did too. She hasn’t talked to me for a while and without her I’m afraid that I […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

All They Will Do Is Disappear

by Olivia Katelynn
written by Olivia Katelynn

All my parents do is make me feel like im not good enough. im sorry i cant be their perfect child. It’s hard trying to keep them happy.

My friends have all became distant. I sit alone on the bus and at lunch. None of them understand. I’ve tried telling them but they dont help. Only i can help myself, i understand that. but i dont know how. im lost.

I told my boyfriend my whole story once. the reason i started cutting. why im suicidal. why im always crying when he calls me late at night. I told him all of my secrets. He made me […]

Continue Reading
8 comments
0 Email

Emotionally exhausted…help?

by whyohwhysky
written by whyohwhysky

She’s not senile; from what I’ve heard from my father and other family members she’s been unreasonable from the start.

With that said…she adopted me at 9 and has taken care of me since. I’m now 22 and finally moving out in a few months.I’m financially dependent on her which is what she uses to manipulate me. She knows that I’m too overwhelmed to go to school full time and keep a job to support myself so she knows that I must tolerate her unreasonableness or be homeless.

For example, my car is at the mechanic and will be for a few days. She doesn’t drive anymore […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

So close

by Sam
written by Sam

To be honest I don’t know why I put up an act and lie that I’m happy. I’m not. Maybe one day but I don’t know my future it’s not clear to me why my life is filled with so much hate regret and sorrow. I don’t know how to tell them that I’ve not been okay I hate to see the worry in my mom’s eyes and the guilt that my dad has. It’s just to much for them to take.. Sitting here in silence and not being able to talk or cry and hug my mom. I came to realize that they have […]

Continue Reading
1 comment
0 Email

Beauty Behind Pain

by AutumnMoe24
written by AutumnMoe24

There is just something about causing pain to oneself that is so beautiful. Cutting has always been my out. But it’s been taken away from me in a difficult way. 

Two years ago my life was changed forever. The person I thought was everything to me tore my heart out and never gave me a reason behind it all.  We had been best friends for 7 years and together for 4 years. We were always together for everything. After he refused to have anything to do with me, I decided to take things into my own hands. I was living on my friends couch because being […]

Continue Reading
0 comment
0 Email

fuck you then

by why i dont no
written by why i dont no

arguns is not the focul pnt of this one sorry

i told my mates what was wrong there solushion get drunk im allredey pisst off my head the hilite of the evning them geting a girl to sleep with me it was clere she was uncomfortabull i askt and saspishions were coret thay got her drunk and pestid her tell she gave i told them dan says “ok” terns “will aney one shag my mate hes been rejetid” well thanks dan so yer never trust your mates

Continue Reading
0 comment
0 Email

numb

by secretgrrl
written by secretgrrl

i feel numb

all the time

now.

now that i cut

i feel like there’s

an ice-cube on my
mind.

like there’s an ice-

cub covering my
heart.

like i can’t feel any-

thing.

i can think, that’s for

certain.

like i said, this, this
cutting
has saved me from

ruin.

i can think. the cutting has

helped

me pull my life back
together.

mostly it was my school

life

meaning my grades and
whatever
that was falling apart when i

had
nothing to hold onto, nothing to
cling to.

and so now that the cutting has

numbed
my feelings and made it so i can’t

feel

i can concentrate on thinking

bringing

up those grades and being

less
stressed. which is a good thing.

but

it gives me stress, too, like
what
if […]

Continue Reading
0 comment
0 Email

What should I do …?

by frozen_outcast
written by frozen_outcast

Hey everyone , you can call me Reem . I’m 16 years old and live in Saudi Arabia .. at the first look at me you’ll see a normal girl who has an amazing life , who doesn’t need anything and has no reason to be sad or deprssed , but that proves you don’t know me ..

I’ve been holding this for a long , long , long time … I forgot even when it all started , but I wanna let it out and share it in order to fully open up for the first time in my life !

Continue Reading

2 comments
0 Email

The afterlife

by Fading
written by Fading

“I regard the brain as a computer which will stop working when its components fail. There is no heaven or afterlife for broken down computers; that is a fairy story for people afraid of the dark,” – Stephen Hawking

“I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.”- Mark Twain
We have no reliable guarantee that the afterlife will be any less exasperating than this one, have we?- Noel Coward

We don’t really understand most of what’s happening in the cosmos. Is there any afterlife? Who knows. […]

Continue Reading
2 comments
0 Email

Carry On

by marissa1118
written by marissa1118

You wouldn’t think that the girl that laughs the loudest has the most trouble. She’s secretly so unhappy sometimes. Like a dam breaking emotions would take control of her and make her be unable to break free. This doesn’t happen all the time. She does have some friends that are there for her. Friends that make her laugh and smile, but they don’t know. Nobody knows.

She’s quite pretty actually, a small cute nose, nice lips and big brown eyes. Her body says more, a curvy figure. She would seem perfect to those who just meet her. While she thinks that she is the fattest thing that […]

Continue Reading
8 comments
0 Email
Newer Posts
Older Posts