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Im new on this. I feel more alone than ever. when i found this cite, i fell in love with it.
Life sucks!! I hate it so much and i wish to die. I get lied to about everything and feel alone lost and its Hell. I’ve tried mutiple times to die, but then the memories come back on why i shouldnt.. I hate it!!
I think this is goodbye everyone, i think tonights the night… I don’t know yet.
There’s no such thing like a purpose or a meaning in life, in fact the whole universe exists without a special reason or purpose. People invented the notion of “purpose in life” so they could cope better with other people’s mistakes, selfishness, cruelty, or because they envy other people’s realisations and thereby they feel less worthy to society and need something to make them go on. It’s a form of self defense, I think. So why is it bad to want to stop carrying traumatic,bad memories or incurable diseases with you? Because other people would suffer from losing you?
We are conditioned to think we have […]
I am a useless c**t. I am greedy, stupid and selfish. I have no friends. I am a liar. I am a disgusting waste of space. I am completely worthless. I am morally and spiritually bankrupt. I am lazy. I am wasteful. I have no respect for anything. I am a parasite. I was/am delusional. There is absolutely no reason for me to continue living. I have no future.
it’s been 17 fucking years.
in all honesty i can’t wait until it ends. 14 cuts this morning, more soon to come. starving myself, pulling out my hair. what a great way to spend my birthday.
anyway, im losing everybody, which is what i want even though it hurts. i dont want anyone to live for so i could finally just fucking die. my birth day isnt a happy day, i’d say its the worst day of my life tbh. all i want is a nice new pack of razor blades…..
The world is becoming such a terrible place. Nothing will change until some major tragedy will open people’s minds. So I’ve decided no matter what, I won’t wait. I will commit suicide. I will try. We’re already too many, one in minus, won’t count.
I have been saving the blood from cutting. I keep it in a glass vile then use it as ink later. I find it a little morbid but cool! What do you think?
what i dont understand why are you doing this think about it for 2 secs just think the times we were properd to diy for echother and now this you whant to go i get it but what if were here to be together and stop echother from doing this shit and if one of us gos down we all do i hant to know what the fuck is going on in this world right now
hi everyone, i am from India. i have decided to commit suicide, this is it for me, I canot take it anymore. this life is very hard. i dont know how to kill myself. please help me, any easy thing i can do at home would be a great idea. also i live with my husband and inlaws. so i  cant have a failed attempt. please suggest something
Hi! Now, let me start off by saying that I am not full of the same deep-seated depression as many of you are.
My family loves me, I was never molested, I haven’t even cut myself. But I still want to commit suicide.
Not now, not even tomorrow. But upon reaching a certain age, I have not decided upon the age yet – it may be 60 or 70 even. But I will do it.
I know what you’re thinking -Â Well, if he’s got a good life, why would he kill himself? That’s just plain selfish!
But the thing is, I’m Asexual. I won’t ever have a wife to […]
I’m on cocaine I relapsed dammit. I never thought that I would go to this to solve my problems I need help.
What do you do if you live with people who wont accept you for who you are ?
I feel like I need thicker skin because I’ve been feeling sensitive lately maybe it’s because I’ve been thinking too much. I feel like the little things bother me  for example I don’t feel beautiful at all even though some people may find me beautiful I feel like they just say that to be nice or make me feel good but I don’t feel like I deserve it because I don’t think I’m good enough to have good things there’s girls that seem to have it all they have:good looks, brains,they believe in themselves,chase their dreams,and most of all they don’t let people’s comments get […]
Your here with me every night but yet I feel so alone. Like I’m the only one in our relationship…
Do you care?
Why are you still here?
I know your cheating…
love kills people and I’m next!
I had a bad day today. In class I started to think about everything that’s been going on with me and started to cry. Everyone was asking what happened and I would just say nothing or I’m okay.
Financially everything has sky rocketed below the ground.. I’m not really sure why I continue to post here.. I don’t even know anyone but.. but what?.. people sometimes ask “Why isn’t life easier?” If life were easier i’m almost positive everyone would want to kill themselves…. Nothing meaningful or inspiring keeps me going on. I just the wanting to be blind and mindless like snobby bitches at school.. The ones who are popular and go to parties, the girls who wear the nice clothes and look pretty… i want to be them so that way I wont be me. I want to be like those […]
Slit your hips where no one can see
Your good girl image has a reputation to keep
Close the door and let it go
Do it quick so no one will know
Rush of adrenaline as blood spills
Thrill so deep it gives you chills
Blood whispers words you can’t tell
Because if you did they’d give you hell
Clean it up and cover the proof
No one deserves to know the truth
Scars fade and leave a memory
And recent events give you agony
So cut a little deeper
Bleed a little harder
Kiss your beautiful perfect blade
And find a place for her to hide away
Bring it out when you’re scared or lonely
Til then…
Put on a fake smile […]
been 3 months since i jumped into traffic. the injuries are finally better so its a perfect time for my good friend to die and my dad to tell me he doesn’t love me right? fuck my life. gonna go get drunk, see if that helps at all. fucking probation can’t smoke any weed.
what will death be like. will it be like forever sleeping or is Heaven and Hell real? what do you guys think?
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