I just finished the rope rigging. Just about have the house straightened up. I’m tired. If I can fall asleep as I hang, I think it will work.
I smile.
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Let us know if it doesn’t work out.
I wish you peace.
Still testing. Started to blackout. That feels freaky. Then sort of like pins and needles in your head. A little uncomfortable so tried with padding – better. Not quite there yet, though. Still have a sliver of hope for things to change. Have my backup plan just in case.
Thanks.
“Still have a sliver of hope for things to change.”
I do hope things change for you. What kinds of things are you hoping for?
Well, I think like most, you always hope until you have nothing left to hope for. You try to change things until you run out of ideas, support, and help. In short and without going into it, I’ve been trying for over five years to improve the quality of my life. I’m just about out of ideas, support, and help so, I’m giving hope one last chance. I’ll know soon if it works. If it doesn’t then there will be nothing left. Like I said, I’m tired. This is my last hoorah.